3/8/21
I was on a field trip to a garden center. It was as big as a botanical garden, but it wasn’t that. The displays were just like a retail plant store. I was walking around with my friends taking in the sights.
Now that I’m awake the ‘friends’ in my dream were not my friends at all. They felt like friends when I was dreaming. Now that I’m awake I realize I don’t recognize any of their faces. My mind made these individuals up.
After exploring this place for a while, a sense of dread washes over me. There is no way out of this place. We go through countless amounts of doors and it’s just more plants. Normally I would not mind this as I love plants.
Yet for some reason I’m so uneasy. I feel nervous. Will we ever leave here? I think to myself. Another odd thing is, when interacting with my ‘friends’ is that I don’t convey my nervousness. I’m going with the flow pretending I’m enjoying every minute of it.
Why did I hide it? Usually I am more free with my emotions in my dreams. Is it because I haven’t been lucid dreaming as much anymore? Am I losing touch with my skills as a dream explorer?
Whatever the reason I am so happy to have vivid dreams again. I can actually remember them. I have been dreaming, but I don’t remember them. I am looking forward to what adventure awaits me tonight🌙
