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how life has felt since i get accepted in to my dream school 💙🤍🩷
manifesting this in 2 1/2 years 🧘♀️🙏.
go bruins 🐻💙💛
also, please DM me advice if you go to/went to UCLA
manifesting ;)
I got accepted into my dream school hooray !
i’m so jealous of my best friend’s dreams. he is always hanging out with celebrities he looks up to he’ll be like “yeah i had a dream last night where i was hanging out with bob dylan and bruce springstein and they told me they like my songs🤪”
meanwhile every single dream i have i’m in high school but the layout of the school has changed so i’m late for class i can’t find anything and i also have a test i haven’t studied for?? or like the one where i was getting kidnapped except i was my mom watching myself get kidnapped. or like the one where i got kidnapped by aliens and they turned me into an alien and i peed out of my mouth. no bob dylan in sight what the hell
i’d been putting off opening my stanford decision letter because regardless of if i had only been attached to the idea of it rather that the school itself, it’s been my dream school ever since i understood college existed. in my head I thought the decision would come out the first week of april like in the past, so i wasn’t emotionally prepared to open it at all when it came a week earlier, especially because the day before wasn’t great. i basically knew i didn’t get in because i got no admitted student emails afterward, but i just really didn’t want confirmation or being rejected. also, because it was my first, i wanted it to also be my last and decided to wait a day or two because i still had a couple schools that didn’t come out yet. a day dragged on to a week and now it’s a whole month later. i was saying that i’d cry once i saw my rejection but i wasn’t genuinely expecting anything more than some tears welling up in my eyes. but I was actually full on crying and the letter made it worse because it was one of the ones where it’s phrased really nicely. anyway, that’s that. i’m not too mad about where i committed since i’ll probably have more time to do other things i want but it still sucks
finding my dream school and it's disability/queer-inclusive, reachable, affordable and with realistic expectations in students:
the nefarious acceptance rate and limited spots in courses: