#drewt

[grapevinevendetta]

@drewt

[bcautyqueen]

✉ ?? $

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.

tor: i still don’t feel right leaving you the other day..if anything happened to you drew, i’d flip. i hope you know that...

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

tor: come party wthie me@!

tor: i cnt remember tthe address

tor: or who i really cmae with..

tor: but come! i miss u!

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

tor: how do you save your best friend from making the worst mistake of her life?

[jacobtimothys]

text--drew

jake: i'm done.

jake: you won.

[jacobtimothys]

jake: "so what'd you get for question 4?" he says, laptop on his stomach as he tries to think of a solution. he's a wiz at business and even English, but math? Not his strong suit. jake doesn't spend too much time at the alpha house, but he doesn't mind spending some time catching up with a friend and studying. though the look in his eyes makes him question if he should really be going to drew torres for math answers. "you know what? never mind. study break?"

[lolaxpacini]

@drewt​

“You know when you take a girl to an event it may help if you don’t end up staring at another girl while you’re with someone else. Just a thought.” 

[grapevinevendetta]

Drew,

 I’m sorry.

I’m sorry that I put the blame of our relationship all on you when I kept you from being truly happy. It’s not like I was in love with you and you obviously wanted someone else. It’s not your fault you’re in love with her. Honestly, almost every guy I’ve ever wanted has been in love with her. And I’m so sorry that I made the rest of the year a living hell because I can be petty and difficult and I was sick of being second for you and feeling like I never actually mattered to you.

I’m sorry that out of nowhere you’re suddenly spending a lot of time taking care of me after I haven’t spoken to you in years. I’m sorry you’re dropping your plans to bring me dinner while my boyfriend’s in the hospital because he’s an idiot. I’m sorry you were hugging while I was an inconsolable, hormonal mess because my whole life went completely backwards in a matter of seconds. I’m sorry that you feel you have to show up when I ask you to. I’m so sorry, Drew.

I hope you know that no matter how much you tell me not to be, I will never stop being sorry for all these things. I really, truly hope you stop trying to be there for me because I shouldn’t have put you in this position in the first place.

-Anonymous

@drewt

[bcautyqueen]

little did you know ✿ drew

tori: there’s the rush of water, the chirp of crickets, the perfect soundtrack as twilight turns to pitch black. she sits with her feet stuck in the venus de milo fountain outside of the zeta house, a copy of audition open on her lap. it’s become a ritual of sorts, when the weather’s nice and she’s all alone. but solitude doesn’t last long. she sees the headlights first, through the tiny slits in the white picket fence that separates their front yard from the back. and despite knowing that she has explaining to do, a tentative smile turns the corners of her lips upward. “marco!” she calls wiith her hands cupped around her mouth, standing at the edge of the fountain on her tiptoes to get a peek of ocean blue eyes before they have the chance to spot her. once he finally finds her she poses like venus in the half shell, light and airy despite anything she’s gone through, or is going through. “do we look alike?” she asks, ankle-deep next to the marble figurine.

[grapevinevendetta]

Drew,

I never know what to say at the right time to say it. But there are some things I need to get off my chest when it comes to you. Some things I need you to know.

I didn’t leave on purpose, all those years ago. I know it might’ve seemed abrupt, and like I didn’t think about you at all but that couldn’t be farther from the truth. I thought about you every day.

I wanted so badly to prove to everyone that I could make it in the modeling world. I wanted to make everyone proud, including you. I did something with my agent that I shouldn’t have, but he promised me more opportunities and my parents were depending on me to pull through for us.  After I did what I did opportunity came, like he said it would, and I had to jump at the first chance to make something of myself. To be somebody.  But I couldn’t face you after that. I just couldn’t.

Obviously that didn’t all work out. But looking back, the thing I regret most is hurting you.

You were my first kiss, my first time, the first person I ever really loved. And that’ll never ever change.

Thank you, for everything.

Anonymous

@drewt