Send me 🕗 and a year and I will give you a glimpse at what my character’s life was like at that point in time. thank you, @drewy95!!
She was starting to lose hope, but deep down was too prideful to give up.
Five years of her life were spent training so far, among two different companies, yet there still was no debut in sight for Hyesoo. Naturally, thoughts of self-doubt started to creep into her mind. Was she not nearly as good as she thought she was? Did Jiyoung take her under her wing, teaching her everything that she knew just out of pity? Was she just not pretty enough, not skinny and peppy and cute enough to make it in this field that relied so heavily on appearances?
After weeks of stressing herself sick over what all her possible faults were, she just decided to say to hell with it and keep doing what she knew best: music. Now more of an adult than a child, she was earning respect in the underground community that she’d been working for since she was fourteen. As BABYH, 2012 was the year that she featured in the most tracks, and when she started to sneak into nightclubs (with the help of her friends) in order to perform. Her opportunity to renew her contract with the company would be coming p in a little over a year. Of course, she knew that anything could happen in such a long period, maybe even a debut, but she was starting to have her mind set about leaving YMJ and was getting her backup plan ready.