i get my AS results in 2 days and its just now hit me how fucked im gonna be when i find out i havent managed to pull an A in maths bc then there will be no point in even applying to cambridge which i really wanna do uughrhghr i cant believe i fucked that exam up so bad i literally didnt even answer 15% of the questions omg im crying im so fuckkgn dumb i stg i need four As and its just not gonna happen











