Jan 17, 2016
Rough week.
My insides are still fucked up.
MDs pretty sure I have ulcers in my esophagus. I’m getting an endoscopy the day after tomorrow to confirm.
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Rough week.
My insides are still fucked up.
MDs pretty sure I have ulcers in my esophagus. I’m getting an endoscopy the day after tomorrow to confirm.
Still dealing (poorly) with my knee. I got my stitches out earlier this week and it was just a reiteration of how completely fucked it is. There were also hints about an eventual knee replacement. I guess he thought it was going to freak me out? But after everything he'd said just before, it sounded kind of inevitable. :(
Yeah. I just... I'm still so upset. I feel like I'm too young for this. Even though a knee replacement would be in the future, I can't believe I'm having this conversation at all. I burst into tears on the way home and I keep crying about it if I sit down and think about it. I mean, bike, elliptical, and pool exercises. That's it. That's what I can do. And it's just putting off the inevitable. It's not like it's going to prevent me losing cartilage; it's just going to slow it down.
Wow, okay. There I go again. I'm crying.
Monthly homeschooling report for kids - check. Homeschooling today - check. 8 hour work day - check. Child care for tomorrow scramble - check. Initial financials for a fundraiser - check. Sleep before convention tomorrow - going to happen shortly.