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⚔ :: azaiah

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          his muscles had tired long ago, lungs past the point of fire brewing betwixt them. his consciousness seems to bleed across the room and he can feel the shift all around him. he’s tapped into something far greater than just  simple focus, a rooted power, guiding his every movement. he feels the pull and the push, limbs acting on their own accord. large frame maintains an unforeseen grace, carefully and fluidly, he allows it to flood every channel of his body. he remains centered, bouncing crimson blade from blast to blast through a seemingly never ending stream, relentlessly sprayed in his direction.  —- one misstep, one slip of distraction, could turn training into an unforgettable lesson…. or worse.  of course, azaiah would choose now to join in observing the master knight.         his presence is noted but kylo forgets about him just as soon as he grows aware  —– he can’t afford to pay mind. though, he’d be lying if the fellow ren’s observation didn’t invoke further incentive. he manages to block every impossible shot, not even a singe left upon his robing. for the time being, he maintained a connection to the force he simply refused to return from. 

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❛ Steady your heart. Look deep into your soul. ❜ / daganyah !

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              he’s assembled of almost nothing but rage, now. every sunrise it slithers out from the shadows and perches across the bridge of his shoulders, snapping its jagged jaws —– sinking its talons into his flesh with every breath. he’s begun to forget what existence feels like without it gawking at him, rumbling away in his ear, whispering of violence. he spends his evenings feeding it his left over parts ; he begins with his softness and ends with his peace —– trading them for suffering and power. there are days he feels the pull stronger than ever, the weakest pieces of himself attempting to find the light where he’s desperately convinced there is none. harbored away in the hollows of blackness, breathing it in like shards of stardust —— every ounce of pain, every ounce of misery, is a shedding of ben solo —— a pathetic plague of fragility.  

              he breathes it in, clearing his mind. kylo ren cannot  bear the likes to such a fool and it is through his training that he will strip himself of so. light cannot exist here, ben cannot exist here ——-  he lacks the perseverance to survive ——- & so kylo ren will devour him.                        ‘ —- i have it. ’  tone gently strained, palm outstretched. he’s quiet until he returns past the barriers, slipping from his now, unconscious, subjects mind. in the stretch of the next few hours, his own would remain tender —- swollen. fishing the brains of others was energy consuming.  especially as it proved a much newer skill of his.  daganyah’s presence had offered a form of grounding, where her brother offered a competitive strive —— she proved better to have around for his focus. 

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❛ War is coming. ❜ / azaiah !

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            he feels it  —– the rumble of a catastrophic storm. it rolls through the force like a tidal wave, flooding the air around them. where others might suffer and drown, they were in their prime. they’ve been preparing for this —— bleeding themselves dry to hone skill and focus. some part of him wonders —– do they lie awake at night in anticipation ? do they feel it just as he does ? or are they truly oblivious to their own violent ends ?             students of the light, former brethren he’d once stood by  — now the enemy &  it was his destiny to deliver their final blows. he was ready, now —– as ready as he could be. some weak piece of him dreads the weight of this responsibility. but it has to be done, the jedi could not rise.  steady breath washes through his lungs, expanding chest as the silence stretches.  despite  their qualms, if anyone were to feel this storm along with him —-  it would be azaiah.                ‘ war —- ’ kylo agrees ‘ —— is already here. ’ and if ever there was a time for them to set aside their differences and fight for the same —– it was now. this was bigger than the both of them.  their quarrels were of infinitely smaller significance.