#drunk flowers

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i always forget how much I love James Marriott's music until it starts playing and suddenly I'm ascending

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I've said it before but I'm gonna say it again - I'm sick and tired of seeing Shane being portrayed as this skinny, clean, twink. one of his dialogue options is him saying he's gaining weight, and he's an alcoholic and has been since before the farmer met him - he's not gonna be this perfect white boy. he's greasy, dirty, fat and all that jazz, yknow?

its all a key part of his character and it's so frustrating to see it be ignored just bcs ppl are so focused on what's conveniently attractive. fat guys are hot, messy guys are hot, like bfr.

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drunk confession: (apologies I'm advance to Ghostbusters mutuals)

i have not enjoyed any of the Ghostbusters films after the first two. I'm so sorry. the vibes aren't the same and my autism does not like!

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opps just asked to borrow my lsoh dvd I'm too drunk for this (my interests give me a sense of belonging and it genuinely feels like my world is ending if someone I don't like starts getting/wants to get into them)

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I love my mutuals

it doesn't matter if we've interacted once or loads of times I love you all

you all hold a special place in my heart, although I do have to admit that some of you hold a larger portion of that space - but that is only bcs being interacted with makes me feel real (that's a me problem dw abt it)

anyway, ty all, you are all beautiful and amazing and important, ty for being you.

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going back to my roots (day drinking and listening to vocaloid)

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me: who's fucking boots are those?

bestie: huh? what boots?

me: those!

bestie: oh my god what, whose are they??

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I could go abt my day perfectly happy and content until I remember my ex has his age in his bio on here as "22" despite being like half a year younger than me...... brother what the fuck is wrong with you