And he was beautiful, fuck was he so damn gorgeous. He made me feel alive. One look at him took me back to a time and place where he didn’t exist. How nasty and bad that time was when I didn’t knew he lived.


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And he was beautiful, fuck was he so damn gorgeous. He made me feel alive. One look at him took me back to a time and place where he didn’t exist. How nasty and bad that time was when I didn’t knew he lived.
“I love you, Space Case. I don’t say it enough. I love you. And not in a sister way. But I for real actually love you. Your so warm and pretty and smart and awesome and pretty and kind and funny and pretty. And oh shit, don’t tell Casey! I’m supposed to be brotherly. Fuck”
— Derek Venturi on Casey’s voicemail after drinking at Ralph’s party.
I was seeing this guy last year around we had a great time and he wanted more but I wasn't ready to get into a relationship at that time we were still in contact until April and how he talked it always came across as he still wants to be with me. Suddenly he had a gf and I didnt hear much from him anymore. Until last week where he really started messaging me wanting to hand out etx I told him that he has a gf. He apologized for it and told me what a great time we always had and he wanted to be 1
Continued: 2 with me but I told him I didn’t want to at that time. And he said that we really clicked and so on. But why is he telling me all that stuff? Messaging me when he is drunk? But he is in a relationship? And he always seemed like such a nice guy who would do everything for her girlfriend so I was kind of shocked that he messaged me in the first place
Jennie: He’s telling you all that stuff because he wants to cheat on his girlfriend. It sucks that he’s turned out to not actually be a nice guy, but you did the right thing. Stay away from this guy. Clearly, he doesn’t respect his partners when he’s in a relationship.
@crxsscd
[Text] : Raymesis... bud, Are you drunk?... do you want me to come and take care of you? I just finished my mission so, we can hang out if you want.
I'll never stop loving you you fucking idiot.
When you wake up and realize who you drunk-messaged on Instagram...
I have no memory of this, only thing I can think off is that I might have been trying to reach a girl named Petra we were going to meet up with.
At least I realized right away?! But I feel like if I had, my drunk brain would have gone “Eeeeh“ and written Perdie an essay on why I love Magnum PI? Or sent her links to my fan fics asking if she had thoughts? Or something equally stupid!
Thankfully she’ll never read it since I’m figuring she’ll get like 100s of message requests a day and most are probably stranger than this one!
(Even odder I sent this from the Instagram account I used to use to post fantasy maps and I haven’t used in a year or so. Like...that was on heck of a Thursday!)
(And why did I write Lol 😳#awkward)
I’m so mad at my ex and myself. I can’t believe I let myself get so crazy over this one guy I barely knew/hanged out with. We were together for less than a month and spent less than a week in each other’s presence (cause I was working in Winnipeg but y’know).
Just wow, it’s been over two months and I’m still fucked from him. I don’t understand but it is what it is? Trying to talk to/meet new people hurts even more because him and I had this insane connection that I’ve never experienced with anybody else. And of course whenever I have sex with other people I keep thinking about how much better he was 🙄🙄🙄
Whatever though, we’re over and I’m too mad at him to ever let him come back into my life. Just it still hurts a lot...
Just sent a final message of the real reason I stopped taking to my best friend from like 7 or 8 years ago and I know it doesn’t even matter anymore and she probably won’t even care and just ignore it, but I feel so much better getting that off my chest and telling her how she made me feel and what a bad person she was 😢😄I just wish it didn’t take me being super drunk to to get the courage to finally do something like this though 😭