Drunk ramblings...
Because lets be honest, typing out some thoughts and shit here is better than drunk texting someone.
So preamble, I've been drinking, obviously. I finished off my bottle of rum, as well as a shot or two of triple sec and probably a shot of tequila? Luckily I don't have a weak stomach so mixing liquors doesn't bother me as much as it does some other people.
So on to what I wanted to say which is just I really wish she was here. Nothing sexual or anything. I just really wish I had her beside me so I could fall asleep to the sound of her breathing. I know it seems like a small thing but the rhythmic breathing of someone you care about really does mean a lot. And even if you've only heard it a few times it seems to imprint on your mind. I mean its obvious isn't it? That of all the things I miss right now its just her presence beside me.
Hopefully that came out okay. Typing this with one eye open and a fuzzy head is a bit harder than I would have previously thought. Thank god that this is a digital typing format as opposed to the traditional pen to paper format that most journals take. At least I can press backspace as many times as I would like in order to make a nice and neat presentation (hopefully) that I can go back and read some semblance of organization.
Still, time to just lay back for a little while. Of I sleep than cool, but if not than thats okay as well.
Drunk Ramblings, 06:18 Saturday Febuary 10 2018
Will