alright quackity having an eye scar is Canon and i’m writing some head cannons rn and uh i made that mf helen Keller for a moment
cw // gore, trauma, blood
i wrote this at four am im so sorry if it makes no sense
when quackity wakes up and sees his new scar he kinda Freaks Out
but then like all of the other traumatized smp members, he represses the trauma!
he’s insecure about it until Tommy comes back and tells him he thinks it’s badass
Quackity is super proud of it after that
then comes the Coping Skills: joking about his trauma
quackity first starts making jokes about being helen Keller and then he figures how that she was racist and starts making fun of her instead
Karl is the one to tell him that Helen Keller was racist
big q is just like “she is literally blind, how does that work?”
when l’manburg loses its third life in the last explosion, because he was so close to it, he experiences temporary hearing loss
“NOW I’m the real Hellen Keller, but cool and Not Racist”
he starts to learn sign language but gives up and just yells “HUH?” Everytime someone talks to him
(From another hc i have) Tommy, who learned a bit of sign language to talk to ranboo when he was first learning English, helps teach big q it even after his hearing is back
he ends up learning bsl to talk to tommy, tubbo, etc w sign language, asl for all his American friends (i know america isn’t a Thing but still) and Mexican sign language of course
sometimes he mixes the sign languages together by accident
“why did you just tell me that my mother is ugly?” “oh, fuck, sorry, wrong language, meant to say that You’re Ugly”
he uses his scar as a perfect opportunity for a joker impression
“Do you wanna know how I got these scars?”
Karl one day gets sick of it and is just like How Did You Get Those Scars
Quackity then tells him how he got his eye scar in detail and karl is in tears at the end and then big q is like “and i got this one on my knee from skateboarding :D”
ok enough happiness time for the trauma processing
he’s traveling through the sewers to make a new bunker and he finds the final control room
At first he just like Freezes and completely dissociates
he leaves immediately after he snaps out of it but he finds himself going there the next day anyway
he just stares at the blood splatter from his death staining part of the hallway
tommy one day notices it and he’s like oh i’ll clean up the blood for him so he feels better but then his own final control room trauma comes back and he freaks out
Karl ends up doing it instead
quackity just Cries when he sees the blood is gone
but Karl missed something
big q finds a shard of the pickaxe on the floor, like a tiny tiny little piece of the netherite pickaxe head
he ends up confronting it officially months later when he’s ready and makes it into a ring and wears it at all times
it’s like a tiny little dagger on his ring basically, he uses it for self defense
at this point the anger from his trauma comes
he’s tempted to go and find techno’s horse and kill it but karl persuaded him not too
“you’re just saying that because you have the same name as that stipid horse” “hey, not the same, different spelling!”
his last big healing moment is when he burns the first eye patch he was given
in fact, Dream made his first ever eye patch, and quackity is just Done with that green man
he throws the ashes of the eye patch into l’mancrator
And then he heals bit by bit along the way
Feel free to add on!! I will prob add more once the new big q lore comes out, but i’d love to see what u guys have in mind
