#dsmpdreamfictive

[mcytkinconfessions]

i miss kristian. techno helped me a lot, and phil too-- but i miss kristain. she was so kind, and she really got to know me, yknow? with all the respawns i was doing in pandora.

on a semi related sidenote, its really funny how different my source mems are from canon. a big this being that everybody is a lot more queer. learning that phil's an actually guy here and not just a rlly masc butch is so funny to me,,, yuri wins i guess.

that was a dream fictive btw! also forget to mention; im a girl now lolllll - yuri wins even more,,,

[mcytkinconfessions]

god i rlly do hate being a c!dream fictive. i know im kind of a dick, like, in source (maybe thats an understatement), and im. trying my best not to be too much of a dick here but it gets so annoying when everyone expects me just to be bad. sometimes it rlly feels like it'd be 10x easier to just act on my urges and prove them right but. that'd probably not be. great. idk.

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