[mcytkinconfessions]

Welcome to mcytkinconfessions, we accept confessions from any alterhuman with an mcyt related fictional identity (fictionkin, fictionhearted, copinglinker, fictive, endel, etc)

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being Ariana Griande with barely any ties to hermitcraft is interesting. nobody had connections to me. im just a random idol who toured servers where winning MCC teams "lived". i don't consider hermitcraft my source. I don't think I have one because of my job. sometimes I want a space to exist outside of hermitcraft, and separate from Grian. I'm only related to him because of the CC. even most fanart is inaccurate because its a reflection of his fandom (and character ships). i know falling under hermitcraft tags is easier but none of this is accurate to me.

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never ask:

a man, his salary

a woman, her age

a c!dream copinglinker, why they link him

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I think about Evbo too much and it's a little bit pathetic. What did you do to me. Fuck you. If you never see this because you left me alone in this lifetime, fuck you double. I'm sorry for trying to destroy the world but not sorry for dying in your arms or whatever. I am actually genuinely sorry for trapping EMF, you were a chill person and probably nicer than I deserved. I miss my mom and I still hate the old man. - Pyrite (Seawatt from Parkour Civilization)

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Woke up at 5:30 AM missing Martyn (again). Part of me is selfish and simply wants him to find me, to reach out and be there... Then another part of me just hopes he's well. That, wherever he is now, whoever he is now, he's happy and safe and at peace...

Martyn, if you see this, I miss you. The choice is yours, but just know that I do miss you and I hope you'll come back to me...

Time to go drown my emotions in a gallon of hot tea and tears. /lh hj

-Ren, The Red King (Fictive)

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Oops it's yearning for Scar hours again

✨~ Grian ~✨

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Being Fictionkin is great sometimes cuz you'll just be living your life and get hit with the sweetest soft feelings and/or memories of your family and then you just get to be happy and 💛✨✨✨

Not a mcyt specific thing except the feelings and memories in question at the moment? Scar & Long train journeys with him.

-💚🦜

I'm actually not sure if the long train journeys are real memories tbh, not like I know any canonmates I can ask. But the memory of the feeling is real I think. -💚🦜

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anyone else have a hoard of sourcecalls saved that you know realistically you're never gonna respond to? no matter how much you might want to? i go looking for them wanting reassurance people want to see (some version of) me again, but what if i'm not like whatever expectations they've got? what if i hurt them again? so i read and reread all the calls and get too scared to do anything about them, ghhh

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TW: ab*se, death, probably other stuff I'm not registering (sorry mods, I'm tired at the time of typing this...)

I spent so long in mental and emotional anguish in Exile... I hid at Techno's in genuine terror of being found by Dream when I escaped... I had to re-teach myself that Dream had gaslit and ab-sed me, and it had really fucked me up...

I sat in that cell with him, fearing for my life... I begged him not to hurt me, but he still killed me...

Dream was a fucking MONSTER to me..... So why? Why do I want to find him again now?

I think I might be broken beyond repair now...

Great! /s

-A c!TommyInnit Fictive (from Dream SMP)

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I miss my husband :(

I feel really guilty for not saying ily back, we did make up later though so..

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Maybe it's because of the consistency or maybe I am just fucked up... but I really miss Schlatt... I miss my husband... -♦️

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i seriously do not want to be a kin of them. i've suspected it for like 3 years yet continuously shoved it aside because i can't accept it. i've forgotten most of the lore at this point. it makes my stomach turn, thinking about how i used to know every small detail about the server, it feels as if those days were wasted, seeing i've forgotten it all. it wasn't healthy how obsessed i was yet i somehow miss it. waking up every day to see a new stream, blissfully ignorant of everything else, believing everything would one day come to a satisfactory conclusion. but instead it all seemed to fall apart. an absolute tragedy. -ranboo kin(?)

i vaguely remember michael and tubbo and snowchester, and i know that alliums and tommy had a connection. i remember the prison- ...i dont want to remember. i dont want to remember any of this. i feel it would be better to keep this part of me safely locked away forever.

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Yknow. I used 2 be really torn up about quackity n stuff and just good lird. BUT. No longer..! (Im spiteful)

Dear quackity. I hope you get into drunken fight with a storm drain (the storm drain wins) and then fall between the cracks and get washed out 2 sea, perhaps you can find wilbur or smthing out there, whatever the fuck forever.

- karl jacobs:]

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To any Grian out there-

I miss you. I love you. I don't think I ever said it then, but it's true.

Just thought I should say it now.

Thanks for always being there and for keeping me alive. It was a lot more fun with you there, and I can't imagine having gone through it without you.

-Scar (3rd Life - possibly other sources too, not sure yet)

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to any watcher grian out there: hiii !! ^_^ love youuu <3

-scar, saint of xelqua [life series]

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thinking about all this eating of stuff

that one mumbo who Ate Redstone (im judging you /incredibly silly & hypocritical. i did too lol, still do inworld sometimes.) you are so right about the sugar texture. mine was always a bit more like brown sugar or a little sandy, but still i absolutely see it. it also was spicy but in the electricity kind of way. like licking a battery with capsaicin on it, you know?

about blaze rods, i never *intentionally ate* one, but i chew on my hands all the time so i've tasted them before. the powder felt warm and a little burn-y if it got in your mouth, but it also tasted like cinnamon and rocks to me. kind of stimmy, 7/10 would intentionally eat.

now where its *really* at is froglights. i have no idea what compelled me to do this, but ive chewed on them before and they tasted like river water and had the texture of really firm mushrooms, but were so hard to break through with teeth cause they were so gummy. i absolutely reccomend chewing on them if you ever get the chance.

-etho fictive. life series + hermitctaft

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you know youre really done for when youre listening to youll be back from fucking. hamilton. and getting all '<33!!!'

i think i n eed to go lay down/.

-sincerely, an insanely down bad king

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