i don't really want a c!dream "redemption arc" because, frankly, he doesn't deserve one. but what i want is for him to look in the mirror and be forced to face what he's done and, please, I want him to question himself and wonder if all the shit he's caused and everything he’s done to himself and his friends and question if was really worth it all. I want him to face his own morals and realize that maybe he’s fucked up. but please don’t let that be it, because stories like this aren’t linear and he’s going to keep doing the fucked up shit he always does, but now there’s going to be that thought in the back of his mind, that moment of hesitation, the glimmer of weakness and uncertainty forcing it’s way through himself. and if this ever does happen i am sorry for the person i will become