Years ago people took me from home placed me in a government funded facility for mentally handicapped crazy people when I was 8 before I was diagnosed with mild autism, this is also where I suffered lots of abuse. Disassociation Isolation sleep deprivation partial paralyzation pharmaceutical drug experimentation reverse psychology mind control techniques as well as other various forms of abuse that shaped my Early Childhood understanding of the world and people in general. My childhood was far from normal. People say normal is a perspective. I say that is BS. "What was done to me was monstrous, what was done to me created me." "For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction." I have suffered from depression because of my flashbacks being locked in rooms with feces smeared on the walls pushed thrugh walls and strapped down to a bed and drugged to sleep before anyone ever tried to understand me. I was told I can not work until I deal with the depression and anxiety I suffer from. So today I am going back to were it all started for me to deal with monsters of my own and the scars left by the mosters of people from my past. So I can continue to try to move forward with my life in pursuit of #happiness. People tend to think they know me without knowing everything I've been through. The truth is there's something very wrong with our government and Society. #dubsmashapp @dubsmashusa #dubsmashusa @dubsmash #dubsmash #dubsmashcomunity #dubsmashfamily #dubsmashshoutout #dubsmashedit #dubsmashenglish @awesum_dubsmashers #awesum_dubsmashers #dubsmashup #dubsmashdude #dubsmashguy #lifethroughmusic #musicismypassion #musicvideo #actingismylife #actor #acting #vlogs #vlogger #vloging #vlogingtime #dubskills #dubskillz #actorslife #positivevibes @dubsmashdressup #smashoffsunday
