[fic]: like an hourglass glued to the table
Julia stiffens, but keeps her voice light. “I can’t just check in on a friend?”
Quentin would probably also want Eliot to be at least polite to his oldest and dearest friend, but Eliot’s too tired, too bitchy, too not fucking good enough to do that, either. “We’re not friends.”
Julia nods, silently conceding. Eliot’s a little disappointed; he would have thought she’d argue back, what are you talking about, we’re totally friends, the three conversations we’ve ever had have like so bonded us for life, and he’s kind of spoiling for a fight.
Then she says, “But you were his friend.”
Eliot barks a bitter laugh at that. In his head the sunlight is streaming through windows at the throne room at Whitespire like a blade through his ribcage. I’m just saying, what if we — “Newsflash: I’m a shitty fucking friend.”
exchange fic the first! 6366 words, T; for @sunbrights, a look at eliot & julia's friendship in three late night conversations across a complicated resurrection process, ft. a balcony & a busted AC, pancakes & pad thai, meta-math & memories, and two people with very jagged edges figuring out how they might nonetheless fit.