i had a really big nice think and like i realt wanted to try writing about it but like im not all good with words like Sir is 🥺 but likkeee basicly its just likeee a big think about like Sir and me likeeee takeing likeee a classs for like…something? id probly have forgoten anyways! but like its like so hard paying attention and like Sir is right there! Sir is my whole world! how can anyrhing else be in my head? specialy when hes right there! and likeee i keep like doing dumb girly things becuase im a dumb girl and its like lots easyer to jyst twirl my hair and bite my lip and like maybe Sir would likkeee gently remind me to pay attention and like id likeee wiggle in my seat to try and focus again! Sir said to pay attentuion! and id look up to where the person leading the class is and like listen to what there saying… i can pay atention for Sir! Sir is my whole world! and then my thoughts are just back on Sir again and im biting my lip and playing with my hair and…. and like maybe that goes on and on until Sir just guides me to my knees and unzips his pants and like i was only realy focusing on Sir anyways….