ah, and so you’ve finally gone. it’s quite funny how this keeps happening. i need to stick to myself. not let this happen again - not let you or anyone else make me feel small. although i’ll never truly understand why you felt the need to say all those empty little words to me, just so you could pack your bags and go. over something so inconvenient. i apologized. i’m human. but i guess you never truly wanted to stay in the first place. it’s okay - i truly did wish you the best. whether you meant it or not, it doesn’t matter. because i did. there was so much more in store. you had no idea. and i guess you never will.
— if you’re reading this, it’s too late / barbara v lopez

















