Felt like I should write a letter explaining why I rebuffed your overture. Been thinking about this for months. Saying one loves, one,is not enough. Standing in the cacophony of Snow Geese and Swans, looking over fields of Daffodils, through the forest, into the Alpine snow and glaciers. Yea, words seem comforting, like they should be written, but then an Eagle flies bye, the Snow Geese lift off an I'm standing here looking back into winter beyond the Daffodils, with Swans calmly feeding. Maybe its not about words. But behaviors, the Swans know they will not be eaten. There're innocent of this. It feels like I should write something. But then can you read what I write?the whole enterprise lost to dyslexias of grammar. I can't read my cursive. A wind storm off the Pacific is simply thrashing the Apple blossoms. Fredrick. #cascadia #pnwlife #poem #flocks #seasons #meomory #change#time#loss#duty #dutystation #fear#hopes