Hii there 💕 So I recently read something that was also secret identity / text crush vs irl crush and it just pissed me off so so bad that I had to reread DYH for the third time this year to cleanse my soul. I still found myself in awe of your writing and storytelling. You managed to make the plot soooo exciting and wholesome at the same time. The perfect balance between sexual tension and tenderness. I found myself still giddy and then in tears multiple times even with this reread. At no point in the fic that I felt that there was emotional manipulation even though Remus knew it was Sirius the entire time (which was not the case in the other story that pmo 😭) and I think that speaks volumes of your talent and love for both characters.
On another note: WHAT AN ELITE PLAYLIST. Listening while reading was a 🙏🏻religious🙏🏻 experience. I can't stop listening to Suspension and Stay Where I Can See You. And Ruthless. And The Sun and The Moon. And and and just basically all of them!
Sorry for this kinda pointless ask. I'm sure you get this all the time but I just wanna gush over DYH. Truly changed my brain chemistry with this one. Thank you so much 🫶🏻
Also, idk if you were asked this before, but where did you get your inspiration for DYH? How did you cook up this delicious fic??
OMG this is not a pointless ask!! If anything, getting these asks today was just the mood boost I needed! ❤️
I am so sorry this other fic pissed you off!! That's terrible! (but I'm also pretty tickled that you came back to DYH as a palate cleanser lol that is so sweet of you to say) and I'm especially pleased that you like my playlist 🥰
The FIRST inspiration was Dear Your Holiness (the song by Bayside). It just got my wheels turning in the background and I was kind of tinkering with the idea of a priest fic. I literally had a note on my phone (a running document of fic ideas) that said "GIVE REMUS TATTOOS DAMMIT" and I was hung up on Kenny Vasoli from The Starting Line lol so I said what if we did a kind of You've Got Mail situation???
And I ALMOST made Remus kind of a cynical guy who puts on a mask every Sunday on the pulpit. But I grew up in church and I have a lot of those struggles that Remus (and Sirius) have in this fic.
But I had just lost my grandmother shortly after starting the fic so I was feeling pretty introspective and emotional. It all came out as DYH. That moment when Remus tells Sirius about the nun who comforted him after his parents died was a verbatim conversation with my mom about losing my grandmother.
Anyway this was a very long answer but I love talking about DYH so thanks for giving me an excuse to do it!!