#dzs

[spiderziege]

going back to the main reason i have ocs (to draw them on horses)

[angstymdzsthoughts]

All the Lan boys fell for "bad" people, e.g. Lan daddy, Lan wangji and Lan xichen, so I strongly believe Lan qiren also fell for a bad boy and it was Wen ruohan, which would explain why he never got married and how he's never mentioned actually fighting in the sunshot campaign (And also why Wen ruohan didn't completely fuck up Cloud recessess the same way he did Lotus pier). Poor Lans And their tragic love stories 😫

I’m not kidding, my friend Summer and I were talking about these two just the other day. We hc that Lan Qiren ended it because Wen Ruohan got engaged/married and, because the Lans are monogamous with their marriages, Lan Qiren refuses to be the other mans consort. Wen Ruohan found this ridiculous and has been waiting for Lan Qiren to come to his senses for 30 years.

[ultimateunlucky]

[joexjuliana]

I'm disappointed that John instead of fixing things went further and further into evil. After what he did to Hoover you can say he likes killing he loves the power. And I'm so gutted about alt John. It was so painful. And the talk they had at the café was so incredibly powerful, what John says. One of the best scenes. Along with John's last scene, it was so powerful I can't. But I'm glad he understood his mistakes. And Danny. My god, it ripped my heart out. It was the very best season ~dzs

yes, I have received all your questions, and i will answer them in one post :)*SPOILER*

john's problem is that in the end he will have loved power (even alt-john admits it.) because it gives him a sense of security and control (well, I see it like that). he lost himself. he has been overwhelmed by all things, and in the end he realizes all the opportunities he has missed. it breaks my heart. Jjohn is a man who just wanted a simple life. with his family.

02. And it hurt me to watch John and Helen fall apart. Though after she kissed her dr. in S3 I lost respect (as much respect as a Nazi could get at least) for her (she got it back in 4x10) and didn't ship them so much anymore but still. What do you think of nazi John sleeping with alt Helen? Bc in one hand I want them together, happy, but on the other it's very rapey bc first of all he's a completely different person, just looks the same and also I highly doubt she'd sleep with a nazi ~dzs

why does everyone hate helen in the s3? i don’t understand. she had just lost her son, john who doesn’t care much about her, it's normal that she's doing what she's doing. run away and kiss the dr (she regrets it right after). helen is a very strong female character. john who sleeps with alt-helen, did not shock me. because it is helen who proposes. and i think john (after 2 years) needed her too.

03. Could you gif as much alt John (I'm begging you to do the talk at the diner with subtitles as for me it was one of the most powerful ones, when he says what would army do with him and than he should tell Thomas things) and alt Helen/nazi John relationship as much as possible? All their kissing for sure? And more from the bed, like when she kisses his shoulder or everything the second gif in the existing set didn't contain? ~dzs

i note it in my list of gifs to do. i don't know when, but you'll see the gifs in the week.

04.  The bonus video #3 of the last episode at 3:15 has the cutest moment ever, just saying ;) if you could gif that moment and preferably all Chelah and Rufus BTS moments from xray it'd be wonderful. One clip from S3 has them super cute too so maybe one day you could gif that too :) ~dzs

i saw this video and it made me cry. they are lovely. unfortunately, these are videos that you can not download. therefore impossible to do the gif. sorry :3

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Started a princess wip,

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[spiderziege]

drew a map and ill never do it again