part of me wants to continue but the other part of me is feeling sad bc we don’t have much time left with these girls you know?
like
this show has literally been part of my life since before quarantine in my state started and idk what im gonna do when its over
like all of my content for them is just gonna like..peeter out bc i don’t have a weibo bc for some reason i can’t really like keep up with them and even if i did have it i do not understand chinese past like four characters so like
still wouldnt know whats going on
idk it’s just v bittersweet to me bc this is my first time watching the show (as we all are aware esp with how confused i was during the first few episodes aldfkj)
so like im very much more attatched to these girls in comparison to like unine’s run and xukun’s run since i already know the outcomes
like im still attatched to certain trainees
but like in a way since i know how it ends ive already made my peace with them not debuting
anyway
none of y’all who read this read this for my inner serious monologue
we are here for two things and two things only
mr. fruit
and
watching esther make fun of xiaotang and snow
alkdsfja;lsdkjf
okay anyway
my phone’s plugged in, i have some water, i want to eat ramen but i probs will get cereal or somethign idk
if i do, you would be of course notified
im literally talking it over with @zhuzhengtngs rn adkfjs;kf
we love late night schnacking
i got cereal
*munchmunchmunchmunchmuynch*
ok
so my phone is unplugged (but its charged so its fine), i have water, i have my iced cereal bc it is superior
as sir laughs-a-lot himself, mark lee, would say, lezgeddit
ok so jin jolin is now calling xiaotang to the stage
oooohh i wonder what shes gonna do
a bowl dance?
neato
shes using regular bowls tho not like the traditional kind
she said “so if i fail that’s why”
jin jolin: zhao xiaotang dont drop these bowls. they are your eating bowls
ajdfl;kasjdf
alksdjfal;ksdjfasd esther has 3 noisemakers we love a supportive friend adljfads
ngl i had forgotten that she’s trained in trad dance
oh she gonna dance with them on her head oaghafjf
oh my god theyr’e moving
ooooh she finished ugh her mind
nothing broke she’s so incredible
adl;kfajsd;lafkjds jolinis also bowl dancing increcible
ooooohhhh they fell lkasjfslakjdf
jenny zeng!!!
she’s going to perform a xinjiang dance
this means nothing to me so im excited to see what happens
wow
her hair is its own performer
i think this is another traditional dance
ohhhh xiaotang is joinign her
wow i really do be in love with them
ah ethnic dances are what they’re calling it
flora’s turn!!! oooohhhh she looks like a mermaid
oooh the way the skirt moves i
her hair is loose
i repeat her hair is loose
ajsdlkfjsad jolin teasing shaking i love it
oooh yu yan is going to play guitar and sing her own song
wowowow that was so impressive
oh jolin is going to select a letter and have the trainee read it out
it’s a letter directed to one of the other trainees
jue chen is first and its directed to frhanm
awww bbaby is going to cry T.T
thankful right now that the iqiyi app does in fact keep pausing bc it allows me to breathe again
aealskdf
that was really sweet you guys T.T
no please iqiyi i dont need to have a clear stream keep pausing it’s fine
i dont need to know frhanm’s response
frhanm’s turn to go and it’s to babymonster
oh that’s emo af
in case we had forgotten they have known each other for about four years now
lingzi’s turn
her letter is to all of them?
idk but it’s v emotional eiither way
ah to marco also
v cute v cuteee
and to gia ge as well
and aria jin
jolin is gonna make me cry fuck ok then
i really bear tearing up
aria and gia thanked eacheother
god ok this part of the episode hurts as much as the phonecalls did
snow’s is to esther
im agonga cry
ok it paused again time to pull back the tears hahaha
oooh snh48 is performing
wowowow marco said they’re at an snh48 concert im
wait are like all members of snh48 still in?? im quaked
ahh ok almost all of them?
two are no longer there
i hope that after this they’re able to be successful as a group
hmmm
episode 19 hurts in ways i wasn’t expecting
very bittersweet
shakings hair is bllue al;sdjfa;klsdjf
fuck ok that last metaphor shaking made hit me in the throat
oh fuck ok eliminations great
as if i wasnt emotionally compromised enough
:)
ook it’s their entrance ceremony
im dont want ot see anyo f tem leave
i love that im alreayd typing lilke im sobbing aja;kdslfjaskdj
no aksjfa;lskdf tako ajslfkasjd
why is shaking’s hair so impressive oh my god
oh is that it what
wowowowow i forgot
gia ge slapped marco to “release the pressure” adskfs;
hmmmm thunderstorms
fun
oooh ok gotta stay on brand
xukun looks so good fuadlfkjasd;fjaf
alas it’s a sad atmosphere
hhhh he just told them it’s raining outside so don’t cry today
as if that’s gonna stop them or me
ok i take it back what is happening iwth his sleeve
i hate one (1) man and his stylists
fuck he really said the heavens are crying on your behalf im goinnsa
*kermit*
;kajsdflkajsd; said he’s not gonna give them tissues
$10 says he does and someone if not xukun himself calls him out on it
xiaotang, nodding: we can use our sleeves
iakdsjfa;kdsj
oh it’s the last ranking announcement
hhhhhhhhh
bc the next time they do this, it’s for the debut
i
why did i let yh pr team talk me into watching this show im hurting
xukun i will fight you if you keep tyring to make me cry
i will fly to guangzhou right now
oh
?? WE DONT GET TO KNOW UNTIL SATURDAY
fuck you guys
lkdadfk new mentor x and she’s giving advice on the industry
oh do we get to see the underwater shoot as well??
fun fun fun
scary looking
there’s still like 10 minutes left??? and we’re already getting to esther’s lil speechy thing
i am confusion
ohhh ok it’s the trainees promises message thing to the youth producers
ok
and themselves
this is emotional
im choking up whyyyy
i wonder if the eliminated trainees are told to stay off of social media until the results are released
like that would be smart thing for the company to do but whether or not it actually happens is a different story
and since i dont have a weibo or douyin i have no clue adkljfaldj
adskjfasdk as expected jue chen’s message to herself is short and to the point
ok ok ok
that shit
hurted
:)
oh they’realksdfjasdkfj the period thing theyre doing
xtz’s hair piece ajl;dfkja;sjdk
iqiyi quit pausinnnnngggg
weeehhhhhhh
almost tempted ot get the vip access version so i can watch it
eh i can probably find it on the internet somewhere
ok that brings us to the end of this episode
(oh gosh im only going to be able to say this a few more times before it’s the end of the show)
(my god im gonna make myself cry arent i)
anyway
i’ll see you guys on saturday for business advice and the final elimination round
