#earlyyy

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[hutsonwoolyums]

Going to my workout class this morning even though I don’t want to please clap

[toner-boner]

'hey bro let's take pics pretending to be gay' he says with gay intent

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G'mornin

[toner-boner]

any 2000-2006 tony perry?? i wanna collect em all!! :3

OFFICIAL PRE-PTV TONY POST!

Yes he's wearing eyeliner in the green one oughhh

Prom pics!

Let's not forget under fallen dreams of course...

and the gay pics...

REMEMBER WHEN HE HAD A BLONDE STREAK?

sorry for the 3 pixels of him but prepare for some real crunch...

also check out this tiny little icon his gf at the time made

Ofc I didn't include any Trigger My Nightmare stuff... but you can see em all here :3

[joshthejeweler]

#earlyyy #TheUyabish #miami #theu #um

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Downloading TS4 get to work earlyyy! Hooray!

If you want to DL & play early too, just follow the steps *here: http://sims-online.com/unlock-sims-4-expansion-earlier-country-play/ :0D

[holdontothesedays]

5 things

1. Earlier this week I heard a statistic like within the next 15 years elephants will be extinct.  Maybe I was in my feels but it genuinely made me emotional.  Like I felt like the idea that elephants are being wiped out right now was a testament to the failings of humanity.  Something about the disrespect of such a wise, intelligent, and compassionate animal revered by some as almost the manifestation of God on earth just broke my heart.  The fact this reality is motivated by people murdering them for their ivory tusk.  Like these animals are being murdered by capitalism.  They could be wiped out in my lifetime because of capitalism.  It really disgusted me and I found myself mentioning that fact to a number of people throughout the week and being slightly dismayed at the lack luster responses to what I was saying.  The level of apathy that people showed for this reality was so interesting, which also plays into a continuation of what I mentioned last week about how heartbreaking apathy can be.  I can't look down on them for their apathy when I am very often a perpetrator of it myself.  But it's that apathy that I and everyone else need to recognize is what enables a statistic like the one for the elephants to be real.  It was definitely a blow to my heart that i'm not sure i've yet to get over or ever will especially if this reality comes to fruition.  

2.  I ended up getting the highest grades on both exams one a 103 and the other a 96.  It really did feel good I think because for one I had set the goal to achieve perfect on these tests and had ben saying it over and over again.  Like it was nice to set a goal and see myself achieve it.  I mean I know I didn't get perfect on molecular but the highest grade in the class suffices.  My parents were hype of course and I really liked what my dad said in response which was "you just energized me.  I feel invigorated." lol it just made me happy cuz I know he is about being the best which is always like a good thing and a bad thing, but because it was good this time it made me happy.  Either way I think the biggest take away from my test peformance though was setting a goal and really working to achieve it and then achieving it(the part that was often missing at Amherst) and then also it was nice for my self-cofidence in terms of really not having seen grades like that since like early HS it was nice to see that i'm still capable of achieving that.

3. Watching Lord of The Rings right now and this movie truly is a masterpiece like yeah i've seen it like 5000 times but it really never ceases to amaze me.  Like the story in itself is amazing on it's own, but Peter Jackson really did it justice in the movies.  Lord of the Rings was the first movie I ever cried in because the story just hits you.  I think I saw a quote once that basically summed up the personal connection to Lord of the Rings that people have, which is that we all in some form or fashion have a ring to bear that is our burden in life and represents some powerful hold on us and we are all on our own personal journeys in life carrying that burden trying to shed it but for the time being carrying it with us.  At times it really seems like it's too much, the burden is killing you, and that there's no way we're going to make it but somehow and with help in small and even big forms we somehow do.  Then of course we can't forget the theme of this small, weak, and least suspecting person to be the one carrying one of the biggest burdens in life.  Idk yeah I'm ranting about lord of the rings but I remember so strongly that I cried in the last movie from overwhelming relief and happiness because I too went on the journey with them and it really felt like they were not going to make it at so many points.  Frodo and Sam went through soo much over this ring and that moment of sam carrying frodo in to the volcano and even frodo almost being overcome by evil and then they finally destroyed it like they actually did it.  It really gets me emotional to this day.  Idk I could probably write theses on Lord of The Rings and the various themes and life lessons.  I just thought i'd share since that's what I'm watching right now so it's on my mind.

4. Mike Brown's Indictment has been looming over me for the past week.  Like many I am anxiously awaiting the decision.  I must say I didn't jump on board with what seems to be an overwhelming feeling of non-indictment from most in the beginning.  In fact I was pretty optimistic and still am technically.  It just literally doesn't make any sense in my mind why they would not indict darren wilson like I genuinely can't even fathom why not, which is why I really wasn't even stressing this indictment.  Then I started seeing how ferguson is preparing for the indictment and gearing up, and I started seeing how people were getting ready too and it really shocked me how everybody is genuinely expecting the worst.  So as I begin to see how much people are expecting the worst my interest in this indictment grew even more serious and I genuinely have a bit of anxiety about it.  Why in the world would they not indict this clear cut killer.  It literally is making me sick to even think about this and once again my heart will break for humanity if that is the case.  Humanity already took a blow when Mike Brown and the countless others were killed, but it's just like how much more of this must black people be forced to endure.  How much more are we going to have see the justice system fail us, and as if we don't know how many times must we be forced to recognize that America is not for us and never will be like the message is loud and clear.  A kid is already dead so why in the world would you not indict the person who killed him.  It's literally the least they can do because no matter what Mike Brown will not get his life back and his family will never get to embrace him again.

5. A few seniors are starting to reach out to me as for as advice with planning for their next moves after Amherst with med school and what not.  It made me feel good especially since Dean Aronson has been referring them to me.  I hope he remembers these things when he writes my recommendations for medical school...but anyways I've really been trying to take this helping people out seriously because if only I had this sort of help in my senior year when I felt like I was literally floundering trying to figure out what next/whether medical school was still a reality.  I'm trying to literally throw as much as I can at them of info that I wish people had told me when I was planning.  I think i've been especially serious about trying to help because a number of the people i've been asked to help are black.  We need black doctors so bad and I don't want them to choose different paths simply because the Amherst environment has poisoned the field for them.  Though at the same time there's a number of people that I think really need to take a minute to think about whether this is really what they want or why they're pursuing this.  Some people I wish would talk with me a little more about it.