shed some light on me

jane | she/her | 30-something shane hollander enthusiast icon @madebymothman | header @emziess

[hutsonwoolyums]

Ilya what do you mean they told me nothing it was my idea what do you mean you came up with a way to see him again, to look into his eyes again, to be face to face with those freckles again, to tease him and call him pretty and laugh with him again and again…not that confident with your English yet, not the Stanley cup winner hockey god yet, but still brave enough to offer the idea because you need to see him again, don’t look too closely at why….

[moon-chair]

"now the bed's all dirty."

"what? shut up."

[hutsonwoolyums]

If you had to insert one use of the word “baby” in the first season of HR, what scene would you choose, how would it be used and who would be saying it? It has to be an existing scene.

Oh how I love this question. For me there's really only one answer:

And is that what you want? To be together. So much. So much it scares me. Ya tebya lyublyu. Ya tebya lyublyu. I love you. Holy shit. I mean... I love you too. Fuck, Hollander. Oh my God, I love you so much, baby.

[knucklecurve]

our shaney is out there somehwere. embodied. right now

[martelldoran]

it's not as boring as he anticipated - staring at the fire. it's nice, even. they're shoulder to shoulder and shane is solid against every point: tricep, elbow, hip, knee, ankle. his hand is on ilya's thigh as he tells him about how his dad took him camping when he was 8 years old and taught him how to build a fire.

"ah, so you are arsonist," ilya says, swinging away from the dancing flames to grin at shane, who, predictably, scowls at him. "should i be worried? imagine the headlines! boston star center dies in mystery fire. would be scandalous."

shane's elbow finds ilya's ribs. they're sharp, sharper than they have any right to be, and he wonders how it's taken him 10 years to notice.

"fuck off, city boy." shane tries to keep his scowl in place. he tries, but it transforms to a crinkly eyed smile that catches ilya in the stomach.

but it's easy to fall into familiar habits. they tussle, breathless and buoyant, until shane pulls ilya to his chest and they settle. the fire licks into the darkness. it twists and undulates, and ilya loses himself in the white heat of its center.

"i never went camping," he says eventually as the cherry red glow of the logs shift to ash. "i wanted to but -" he makes a broad sweeping gesture with one hand "-my parents."

as if that explains anything at all.

he slides further down shane's chest and the steady ba thump ba thump of his heartbeat echoes in ilya's every pulse point. if it was possible to tether himself to it, he would.

shane is silent for a long moment, the sweep of his thumb along the bare strip of skin at ilya's waist sending goosebumps up his spine, but then:

"we can go." and he says it easily. he says it like the foundation of this thing they're building isn't fragile. "i know a place. it's - uh - i think you'd like it."

ilya swallows past a lump in his throat and hums. he swings his legs up onto the loveseat to settle his head fully in shane's lap.

"yes, i think i would too," he admits quietly, and doesn't add that he'd like anywhere so long as they were there together.

[batsquatched]

Ilya Rozanov practice sketch

(because it's been a while since i've drawn people like that 🫪)

[virginshane]

shane being a demanding bottom is so…. he is telling ilya he needs cock NOW. meanwhile ilya 🫡🫡🫡

[mybloodstream-caffeine]

Hollanov loOOoVe kissing oh my god they love it soso muchhhh. Now that they're actually together and they have this incredibly valuable resource called time, they just spend hours and hours making out, long lazy stretches of time where they're just exchanging indulgent kisses back and forth. It's insane. They emerge from their little necking love nest with their hair all fucked up, lips swollen and spit-shiny, mouths BRIGHT red almost bruised, all dreamy and dazed. I think they could both get off just from kissing, I really do

[shanesbian]

just thinkin (miffyshane version)

[shanesbian]

thinking of you (ilyabear version)

[wyatthazy]

Alright, what's the plan?

HEATED RIVALRY 1.06

[cloudabserk]

afternoon nap

[madebymothman]

Tysm to @yourbestclothes for comming this lil Hudson! Always a pleasure to work on commissions for everyone over here! :3

You can commission your own various blorbos from me via my vgen!

[hutsonwoolyums]

more than anything, I want to see Ilya and Jan Ravnik's tiktoks

[hutsonwoolyums]

okay but if you had to pick Ilya’s DWTS partner from the cast who would it be???? My first thought is Daniella because she does fierce choreography and Ilya could toss her around like a sack of potatoes.

I also thought Daniella at first because she's such an amazing dancer! I think I'd pick her, Witney, or Jenna. I like Witney's choreography a lot, and I think Jenna is fun and has great stage presence.

[hermywolf]

the way hudson can have anyone giggling twirling their hair wanting him sososo bad within five seconds of meeting him would be scary enough on its own but on top of that you can tell he's 1) aware of it 2) doing it on purpose. the way you can see him Lock In and turn the charm all the way up when he sets his sights on someone is so scary omg he's like if an evil bisexual siren was a 25yo film nerd from british columbia

[hudsonswilliams]