did i miss affirmations will you affirm me i bet i missed them
hi sweetling, you did not, because they are here again.
i have been thinking recently about how good it would be, to simply be with you. you are the kind of person that makes grocery shopping an epic and going to the bank anxiety free. that's really powerful, your ability to take a hand and trace a heart and send your care like a kiss down a vein, steady, steady, strong. you do this consciously and absently, like your care of people is like tucking back a curl: a habit and a trait and a sweetness. i guess i'm daydreaming of picking out tangerines with you and curling up in a cold library corner to thumb a botany 5th edition and ordering coffee one after another, little smiles. i guess i'm thinking what a stunning, singular shade of plum you are.
i know things have been rough lately and i just wanna add that your care is of the utmost brilliance and importance to me. i want to curl around you heart and breathe fire on anyone who clatters rocks at the entrance. i want to hold a sign behind you while you lunge with your own blade, affirming YOU ARE STRENGTH AND DEDICATION AND DETERMINATION. YOU ARE YOUR OWN FIRE AND GOD IS YOUR BURN GORGEOUS. i want to hold your hand and squeeze it and say that dealing with stuff is hard and it sucks, but i am so glad i know you and that you do and are what you are. being is a lot. but you make it into a song i want to sing.
















