May 28, 2019
At first, my relationship was full of doubts and overthinking. Now, i’m happy to say that it is now filled with love and certainty
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At first, my relationship was full of doubts and overthinking. Now, i’m happy to say that it is now filled with love and certainty
Have you ever been in a relationship wherein you don't feel like you're in a relationship? Because I am. And it sucks.
2:35 AM
It's been 3 months already but why am I still not comfortable to let you see the other side of me.
And it's unfair on your part cause you're letting me see the other side of you.
7/30/2018
It's hard when you're not on the same page with the person you're in a relationship with.
Another night full of overthinking and eventually ending up hurting my own feelings.
I need his attention but i'm afraid to tell that to him. That sometimes he needs to give some attention, some time, some love. Chos. Seryoso. Feel ko parang single pa rin ako. Like nothing changed. Hahaha. Haay. I'm in a weird relationship.
May 13, 2018
"When are you going to have a boyfriend?"
And i'm like
" When are you going to start minding your own life?"
I mean, is not having a boyfriend will make me less of a human being? No, it doesn't. I receive lots of love from family and friends so i'm fine.
Drama sa life
After graduating from college my father wants me to study Law. He is a lawyer btw so yeah. I already expected that from him. But in the back of my mind i don't want to because i'm not smart to begin with, yet on the other hand i still don't have a concrete plan on what i should do with my life after graduating so i agreed. (Yung tipong mag job hunt na ba ako agad o pahinga na muna . Charot)
Took the PhilSat examination and luckily i passed. Also thankful that we're the first batch to take the examination because they lowered the original passing rate to 55% from 45%. And guess what my passing rate was? Freaking 54%. Hahaha. Naipasok sa banga. Kaloka.
So anyway, it's been almost 3 months since i started studying law and i must say that it's kind of tough because i didn't want this in the first place. I don't have that much interest to it and i do the opposite of what a law student must do. Like studying or reading cases or just being generally responsible sa studies. Ganern. (I'm a shame)
I don't want this but i also don't want to disappoint my father. He is expecting a lot from me but i don't really see myself as lawyer in the future. The last thing that we want to happen is to disappoint our parents. Kaya im kind of trapped in between. To continue or not?
Medyo maaga pa siguro para mag rant ng ganito no. Kasi mag three months pa lang naman. But maybe in the long run matututunan ko ring mahalin ang pag-aaral ng law. (Kung masu-survive ko. Charot. Naitatawid ko rin naman mga grado ko. Hahaha.) Cause if not, it's just a waste of time and more importantly money.
(Walang kwentang rant)