#eclipse angst

[missrubyartist]

Forgot to publish this here

[ferntail06]

Eclipse getting controlled

Today's episode was crazy, poor Eclipse getting mimicked. I drew him being controlled in today's episode and some older art of an AU I had. (Orange is mimic)

The crazy part is I had literally made an AU called the Puppeter AU, where Eclipse gets controlled by The Puppet Master. I was freaking out when I saw my AU happening in the cannon.

Here is a small description of my AU:

Situation in full: When Puppet Master found the drone eclipse had hidden, they were able to utilize the connection the drone has to eclipse to puppeteer him. The rest of the animatronics don’t notice the eclipse is being puppeteered for quite some time and the only one noticing is Andrew. Puppet Master after a weak fit so was able to very effectively mimic Eclipses behavior. When they finally realize something is very wrong it is a struggle to free eclipse.

[asterjupit3r]

First we got HuskerDust angst AND THEN WE GOT SATURCLIPSE(SaturnxEclipse)ANGST TOO?????TODAY'S NOT MY DAY

[elsajoyagent8]

So uh… https://www.tumblr.com/elsajoyagent8/774680073292955648/so-todays-eaps-video-ooh-boy-eclipse-was <— this.

I said at the end I’d make a fanfic or OneShot about this. So I have.

Here we go…

I Can’t Breathe — Eclipse OneShot

Go, go, get to the lab, where no one can see you.

Why?!

Why did Charlie do that?!

As soon as I got to the lab, I slammed the door shut and made sure it was locked.

I can let my walls down now.

I couldn’t breathe in that body.

To be fair, I still can’t breathe now.

I didn’t even notice that once I was alone my breathing sped up. Not until now anyway.

If I’m honest, I’m more relieved than anything.

But holy shit, that was a can of worms that I never wanted reopening.

I thought I was trapped again.

The girls all saying that we should go do girly things only made things ten times worse.

Not that I told them why.

I can’t tell anyone the real reason.

I’ll just end up being thought as weak.

No.

You’re strong.

You’re not a baby.

Before I can even stop myself, though… I’m holding myself tight and trying so hard not to cry.

Stop that, you moron! Pull yourself together.

You’re fine.

You’re fine.

You’re fine…

But telling myself that only made me start audibly sobbing.

Clutching at my chest.

Falling to my knees.

I can’t breathe.

No one will understand.

No one will care.

You’re just a plaything to them.

They love turning you into things.

Your annoyance brings them entertainment.

No one will get why you hated that so much.

I can’t breathe.

I don’t even need to breathe. My body’s tricking me into thinking I need to.

I can’t breathe.

Just thinking about what happened, how I acted… it was horrible.

Flashbacks were arising and I hated it.

I can’t breathe.

I don’t even know why I’m getting so worked up.

That wasn’t even me that experienced it before.

I’m a clone. I’m not even the real thing.

But somehow that makes things worse.

I can’t breathe.

I’m not her.

I’m not her.

I will never be her.

Never again.

Pull yourself together, you bastard.

I can’t breathe.

I can’t even stand. I have to pathetically crawl on the floor.

So pathetic.

How close was I to being outed?

Monty must have figured it out. The way she was talking…

Ballora won’t know. As much as I trust her, I can’t. I don’t have the courage.

And Charlie won’t even know what it means.

Sun and Moon… thank god I didn’t see those two.

Ruin? I don’t care about him. He doesn’t give a fuck about me. I wouldn’t dare let him see me that vulnerable.

He saw me vulnerable once. One time too many.

I can’t breathe.

I scrambled further into my lab, something catching my eye.

Myself.

God, I look like shit.

It was who I wanted to be, but I looked absolutely beside myself.

Miserable.

Well, because I was.

At this point I just wanted to go to bed.

But I was terrified at the idea of having a nightmare about it.

Again.

I can’t breathe.

I’ve got puffy eyes. How is that even possible?

How long have I even been crying for?

It felt like hours, but it was apparently only ten minutes.

I still can’t breathe.

I need to calm down.

My head hurts.

My mind hurts.

My body hurts.

Everything hurts.

All this over being turned into a girl again.

All my progress just wiped in a matter of seconds.

I’d finally gotten used to being in my own body again.

And then Charlie fucking ruins it.

No.

Don’t be mad at her, Eclipse.

She doesn’t know.

She doesn’t have to know.

No one will have to.

I can’t breathe.

[ordronnkitty]

Sigh.

On today's recent events on eaps I've decided to make it puppy eclipse angst.

I'm just a sucker for angst especially when it my favorite little guy.

Also I changed puppets design she's a scene girly now

[postponend]

Drew this a long time ago, this is based off of an Eclipse Angst video by Amina TV on YouTube

@aminatvdemon666

[a-lovely-weirdo]

Uh- this is for @snowe-zolynn-rogers helped me make an Eclipse angst prompt so-

Ye

HERE WE GO-

“You’re in charge while I’m gone.”

Warnings: near death, angst, human Eclipse, blood, child abuse, framing, abandonment.

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Eclipse was tired, Bloodmoon could watch themselves for a bit.

He told his brother he would be taking a nap, and to wake him up before KC got back, he went to his room to get some well-deserved rest.

Bloodmoon giggled and went to their room, “Brother, let us play a prank!” He spoke, “hehe, yes, yes, it will be so much fun!”

The two brothers plotted for a while, then came up with a plan, they would frame Eclipse. Bloodmoon reached to the back of their head and turned off their pain receptors and just began absolutely tearing themself apart, going so far as to tearing one of their eyes out. Once they thought they were mangled enough, they hid under their bed and turned their pain receptors back on, and it /hurt/.

They waited for KC to come back.

They heard the door open and they immediately began to cry, footsteps were immediately heard running to their location. KC opened the door. “My children? What happened?” He asked, kneeling down. They ran to KC and hugged him, sobbing, “E-Eclipse hurt us! We didn’t even do anything!” He lied, KC growled as his eyes glowed a brighter red, then he picked Bloodmoon up and went to go give his other child a visit.

Eclipse was startled awake by being thrown into a wall, the force of it creating a dent in said wall.

He fell into a sitting position on the ground and looked up, alert.

KC was there.

And he was livid.

“You dare hurt my sons?!” Killcode asked, glaring at the frightened Eclipse. Eclipse was confused, he didn’t do anything!

He looked over at the twins who were mangled, but seemed to be smirking.

Those little bastards-!

He yelped as KC roughly grabbed his wrist and squeezed it tight, forcing him to stand up. He then felt a sharp pain on the side of his face as he fell back down.

He was then promptly kicked in the stomach and into the wall again, he scurried into the corner and curled up, he was still so tired, he was so weak, couldn’t fight back.

KC then grabbed his wrist again as tears dwelled in Eclipse’s orange eyes, he attempted to pull away but KC raised his hand and Eclipse flinched, KC then put his hand down and dragged his youngest eldest to the front door of the lab.

“You do not deserve a family, ungrateful brat!” He shouted, Eclipse just looked at the floor.

“Look at me when I talk to you.”

He didn’t, he didn’t want to-

“Eclipse.”

He didn’t want to, he didn’t want to-!

“ECLIPSE!”

Suddenly, his head was forced up by a harsh tug on his hair and he squeaked, being forced to look directly at KC.

He began to cry, this was too much, it hurt everywhere.

“Stupid child…” KC muttered, opening the lab door and straight up throwing Eclipse out, into the freezing cold rain with nothing but his worn orange hoodie and sweatpants.

It took a moment for Eclipse to process what had just happened, but he panicked and got up quickly, “no- no! Dad! Dad please!” He shouted, struggling to get up from all his wounds.

“I am not your dad anymore, do not refer to me as such, brat.” KC growled, before slamming the door right in Eclipse’s face.

Eclipse began to hysterically cry and slam his hands on the door, it was dark outside! The forest was terrifying! He wanted to go back, he didn’t want to be alone!

He was drenched and shivering, “Dad!” He cried out, “please, I’m sorry! I’m sorry- I’ll do anything you ask, please just let me back inside!”

There was no response, he sniffled and curled up by the door, he didn’t even have any of his comfort objects…

He curled up by the door, his ribs beginning to bruise from where KC kicked him and his face also beginning to bruise because KC had punched him. His back hurt, his face hurt, his ribs hurt, his legs hurt from having to be on his feet all the time.

KC had taken his childhood away.

And now his family too.

Sun and Moon definitely wouldn’t want him, they’d be disgusted.

He was cold, so cold, his feet were going numb, he couldn’t feel his fingers.

…maybe he deserved this.

But he didn’t want to die

Not all alone

Not like this

There were so many simple things he’d never experienced. He’d never enjoyed a nice cup of coffee, he’d never get to genuinely laugh and feel happy, he’d never get to fall in love, he’s never even had a hug before.

…a hug sounds really nice right now.

Even as he was freezing, the rain soaking his clothes, he wrapped his arms around himself in a sad mimic of a hug.

He sobbed and held himself together, he was hanging in by a thread.

Maybe death wouldn’t be so bad…

Maybe he could finally rest….

He let out a shaky breath and closed his eyes, letting himself fall unconscious.

…

Warmth…

Why did it feel so warm all of a sudden…?

Someone was shouting…

He slightly opened his eyes.

…Green…purple…yellow?

Then darkness again.

[sillyneurodivergentgoober]

Angst!

So you know that audio that is like “mom I’m tired… can I sleep in your house tonight?” Sooooo that but V4 Eclipse and KC ;3 like eclipse really does need his dad rn poor thing is slowly going insane to the point in which I can’t hate him as much anymore :(