Jan 18
Recovery gets easier every day.
Especially when the holidays have passed, everything just gets easier.
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Recovery gets easier every day.
Especially when the holidays have passed, everything just gets easier.
Hell yes I ate my ENTIRE breakfast!!!
Having yourself a Depression Meal is still better than No Meal.
Eating a balanced meal is so hard. I don't have the time patience or money to keep up with all of it. I hate cooking. I hate existing in the kitchen when there's other people around me. I was born without a sense of smell so I don't even taste much food. None of it is an experience, it's bland. I just eat what I grab when I'm hungry. I don't put energy into keeping up with the nutrition or anything I can't be bothered. 🙄 and then everyone in treatment gets pissed off when I eat "the wrong things" even though I'm still eating plenty.
Eating disorders suck. Recovery sucks too.
But it sucks a lot less than being deep in the ED.
Do you want to fit the beauty standard?
Or do you want to be known as the one who defied it?
Be unpredictable. Defy everything.
Beauty is basic. Beauty is boring.
Be fucking weird as hell.
Been working with my doctor to undepressify myself and you know what?? It's finally working. I feel good.
I'm vibing. Eating chocolate. Having a good time.
I'm learning how to juggle.