#ed mind

[sputnikodin]

okay ivory told me to release my inhibitions so here it is, a list of all the lyrics off of the mountain goats' beat the champ that remind me of amanda.

whipped like a dog, down on the cards square in the spotlight sweating real hard all soaked in blood like a newborn babe sharp thing hidden in my hand shaped like an astrolabe

if you can't beat 'em, make 'em bleed like pigs

no brakes down an endless dark incline most of the boys won't ever cross this line if they all wanna die dead broke, that's fine, that's fine everybody's got their limits nobody's found mine

drift down into the new dark light without any reservations you've found my breaking point congratulations

spent too much of my life now trying to play fair throw my better self overboard, shoot at him when he comes up for air come unhinged, get revenge

i don't wanna die in here

stay good under pressure for years and years and years president of the fanclub up there choking on his tears

let all the trash rain down from way up in the rafters i'm walking out of here in one piece don't care what comes after

drive the wedge, torch the bridge

just like the entirety of werewolf gimmick. but here are some highlights:

i was not here for rehearsal, i don't need it anymore

let him he thinks he knows no fear look well upon my face

nameless bodies in unremembered rooms

half the city sound asleep and safe inside their beds get lost inside my thoughts and nearly tear his face to shreds

crude and graceless peeking through the eyeholes seeing the real you

and by way of honoring the things we once both held dear i will reveal you i will reveal you

:/

[lighterfasterstrongerperfect]

I would be so happy to get even to this weight, still curvy from the hips but slim from the upper body..with my body type this would probably be what I would look like when being slimmer.