6.20.24
its been some years tumblr, not because i wanted the break, because i was forced. Forced to forget my support system and jump into the world all alone without my ED babes or my SH loves. Oh, how i have missed all of you. Sad to see so many of my old friends are gone from this platform, probably thought i was gone too. But im not, im here, i was just lurking, waiting until i figured it was long enough for everyone to forget this page existed.
in Oct 2021 my page was outed by someone who i considered family. Lesson learned, anyone will turn on you. There is no one to trust. There is no safe place or space.
This right here, used to be my safe space. It used to be where i ran when i need a rant or support or just a moment to feel normal. Now its been 2+ years since ive been gone and coming back just reminds me how much i have missed in that time. Missed all due to someone outing me and using my personal blog against me. How is that okay? How can anyone approve of that when they used this space as their own too? Just goes to show you, dont trust anyone, ever. Lesson learned indeed.
I miss just blogging, just writing what the day held or didnt hold, what tomorrow brought or could bring, poetry, anything. i miss the sound of my fingers hitting the keys on the keyboard, moving them around so quickly yet efficiently, rarely having to reposition after deleting a mistake. The sound is so calming. click clack click clack. god i missed you tumblr.
i hope this time i can make a safe return.
i miss you <3