i do hear about people, mainly voice actors- OK A voice actor (be around here long enough you can probably guess who it is ahah 🐰💜🎪)
who even at their stage still pretty much have that imposter syndrome i guess?
im lucky in the sense that ive never really felt that way about my line of work
but it does definitely creep into my main hobby which is editing videos? 😁 (im in pain) and
like my current video right? im about to post soon
DEFINITELY definitely could've been more improved
i could've edited it much better
but im also like i dont want to burn myself out; it's fine the way it is for the most part
im doing this thing (maybe it's common with professional editors- who knows but um)
where i already exported it right? its been rendering
and i noticed there was an editing flaw? i believe they're called a "flash frame"
so what i have to do is once again go over ALLL the video (im not gonna do that though im sorry LOL) and chase down that one flash frame cause it does.. it looks like a glitch. cause it basically is one so
so what im going to do is take my newly "rough cut" (ay! learning the terminology now lmao) vid that finished rendering... putting THAT into a new project timeline in premiere
cause there's too many layers too go through otherwise- all for a measely little frame- i can't believe
cause this video took me a long time to go through... and im not even done with it now but im pretty close but
edit: 3:11 am - editing the rough cut now - oh it was actually three consecutive frames; im starting to feel better about myself now LOL why did i think it was one though. and i found yet another flaw along the way so its fine i mean /edit
edit edit: 3:26 am huh. turns out i found yet another flash frame glitch- this time it was two consecutive frames though for the ep 9 one you'll see i mean /edit edit
like i wonder if this is how.. the more humble voice actors feel like i mean
i try to relate it to my video editing hobby as much as possible
i imagine it's cause there's just always going to be so much learn and so much to improve on no matter how many years pass
at least my excuse with my job and in tech in particular is that tech is always changing.. it's always changing around it's always moving
it's ok not to know it all... who knows come tomorrow theres some new sick gadget everyone's trying to get the hang of.. give it a few years or even just a few months to even a few weeks it's outdated. and that's ok. you keep up with the times is all
I don't know where I was going with this but ok ! 👍
