Also, if anyone knows how to find & contact someone who has basically no social media presence & only used to find *me* when *she* wanted to....... I could seriously use some advice.
I think I had her phone number on my last phone but I'm not sure. Either way, I obvi don't have that phone anymore. Idk if anything ever got uploaded to the cloud. Idk how to access my cloud account anyways. .....if I even have one???
I have our discord convo but her user is deactivated... I'm assuming she deleted it.
I found her fb... both of them. I dm'ed both of them but they're in message requests. Who knows if she will ever see them...
How tf do I fucking find her?
SHE always found me & got back in contact with ME so I'd just wait for her when I needed it to happen...
I have waited for so long & when I FINALLY got back into my discord, I found out why. I thought she would eventually contact me, but I don't think she will. Idk if she just isn't watching my blog anymore or if she doesn't come on tumblr anymore or if she doesn't know my url changed or ???
Does ANYONE know how to find someone who never had & probably currently still doesn't have an internet presence? ...anyone? 😟
I always have the urge to strike up conversations with people at really inconvenient times, like when I'm about to go to sleep. It's just that I am thinking about the people I care about and I want to let them know that, but then I wouldn't be there for their response and that could make them feel like I don't care. So if I ever do that to you I'm very sorry! Give me the benefit of the doubt and trust that I care about you and think about you more than I show.
Does anyone in particular want my url, uh. . .everywhere?
I have edmdma claimed here, instagram, snapchat, twitter (albeit, idk how to get into that twitter whoops), and just about everywhere on any obscure site you can imagine. If there’s an edmdma out there on any site, 9 times out of 10, it’s going to be my account.
But as I was saying a long time ago, I need AND want to distance myself from it for obvious reasons. And now I am actually going to do it. But I’ve had this url for over 8 years locked in as mine on just about every corner of the web imaginable. I think the *only* place I don’t have it cornered is youtube. I have no idea what my youtube urls are. I have two of them and I have absolutely no clue what either of them are. But uh. . .
I am actually going to do it now but I’m wanting to give all of the account urls to one person, if possible. So I’m looking for someone who wants it everywhere.
Idk who would or why and you don’t have to tell me reasons, but I really would like for someone to get all of them. Coz the url is kind of special to me. After you’ve had a url cornered on the net for over 8 years on almost every site imaginable, it’s inevitable for it to become a sentimental thing.
I waited on giving it up because I was and am STILL scared that when I change it everywhere, a ton of people from the past who want to reconnect with me for any reason won’t be able to find me. I have always had the same phone number, same emails, same urls, same everything for that exact purpose. But. . .a friend convinced me that I’ve just got to move on and bite the bullet and do it.
So here I am. . .actually doing it.
I’ll give you all a week for someone to come forward and message me to claim it. Either inbox me or DM me. Either way works.
If no one comes forward to claim it within a week. . .I, uh. . .I suppose I’m just gonna. . .gradually change everything. :| That’ll be sad, but uh. . .we’ll see.
*If you get my url, there is one stipulation: Everyone who comes to you asking for me by any name (my most common names have been Riley, Nicki/Nickita, and Killian, but there have been plenty more like Kiowa, Arkadi, Quinn, Vincent, and plenty that I don’t even remember) needs to be redirected to whatever url I choose, which will be the universal url I put on all of my things. I was going to choose my kik url, but my bdsm tumblr is linked to that url already and Idk how to get into my bdsm tumblr anymore so I can’t change it and re-use it. . .argh. I will notify whoever gets my url of what my url is in all the places I change it so they can direct whoever is looking for me to me. Which is a very important thing to me, so I’d really like the url to go to someone I can trust to do that. I will not change the url I make when I get the new one for a very long time, so don’t worry about that. I don’t know what it will be yet.
I was going to tag my friend Ashe because they literally found me years ago because they were checking to see if my url was available and that is how we became friends. . .but I don’t see them following me and I don’t see me following them. But I have over 4k followers so I may have just lost them in the midst of that 4k. But I would assume they would still be following me after all these years and I’m only following slightly over 200 blogs so it’s easy to not miss people when I go through the people I follow and I still don’t see them?? Ashe, if you’re out there and you hmu and want my url still, it’s yours before anyone else’s. I’ll hit you up on fb, too, though.
Tawni, if you see this, please message me. I am begging you to message me *anywhere*.
Here. Discord. (You deleted the contact we had, but my username is the same.) My phone number is the same. My name on fb is different & so is the url. Um...
Fuck, man... can you not find me bc I changed my tumblr username? You knew that happened, though, right? I can't remember what happened when.
PLEASE contact me. Please. I am only just now reading all the messages you sent me on discord. This is the first time I have been able to log in since those handful of years ago.
I need you to message me. Please. I'm begging you. Please.
I have changed over both my instagram and my tumblr and I have decided to corner the two edmdma tag’s on a backup account so if you go to my old edmdma url on tumblr or instagram, you will find a blog/insta directing you to my current url!
I have also updated my theme and given my blog an extreme make-over! :D
I may change my url to something else if this doesn’t stick with me. It came really close between this and another url my roommate suggested to me that I’m rather fond of. . .I may try them both out for a while and see which one I like better, but I have an attachment to this one because it is my username/url on a few more minor platforms like PoGo and some lesser websites.
I was going to give my url away to my good friend, Ashe, as they did agree to take all of the tags of edmdma that I have cornered everywhere, but I had forgotten that it was even an option to actually keep them myself with a backup email! So, I have decided to do that for. . .however long until I can actually part with the tag.
I really appreciate everyone who came forward to take it from me. Especially those of you who I know and those of you who have (apparently?) followed me for quite a few years (even though I find it strange that some of you have apparently been following me since I joined tumblr over 5 years ago and are suddenly just fine with talking to me to get something from me but wouldn’t dare talk to me before now like oooookay haha). I know I didn’t respond to any of you and the only one I spoke to was Ashe, but I wanted to put this out in a mass message so that I could get the same message across to all of you kind souls that came forward to take my iconic url.
Alas, I have decided to keep the domain with a back-up email.
I don’t know why I didn’t think of that being an option before, but it went way over my head. Haha. I’m glad it came to me this morning. I’ll be choosing whether I want this url or the other one (which I won’t mention so no one can swipe it from me, not that anyone would because I doubt *anyone* will get it, not even the science side of tumblr, but you never know) anywhere from the 15th-17th of this month so expect to see another post around that time. I would say around the end of this coming week, but my first exam in classes is the 11th and that just so happens to be the day I come back from all the chaos I’ll be a part of in Florida where I’ll have a 10 hour drive on Friday and a 10 hour drive on Sunday and then having to get up at at least 10am to get to campus on time. I have no idea if I’ll even have time to study with everything that’s going to happen down there. So I really won’t have any time to even put any thought into something as trivial as this.
I will be changing my other edmdma tags that I have in place elsewhere on the net eventually and gradually with either this tag, TheRoswellFiles, or the other one I have in mind or the one I use on kik (CollarAKit).
BUT ANYWAYS!
My *ENTIRE* *BLOG* just got a makeover. Take note of my new url and go check out my new theme! I’m p sure everything works on it. Just checked myself, but I’ll work out the bugs as time passes.
Thanks for putting up with me, guys!
I’m still the same old Killian you know and love, just with a much better outlook on life and a new, free feeling as though a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. :)
