aight guys let me rant rn... read at your own discretion
update on how im coping without edoll and dolla lmao. okay so earlier i was making the new edoll Discord server but our original edoll server kept flashing in front of my eyes... i kept hesitating... i just COULDN’T. i miss it, i love my creation, and i can’t believe how much it really grew... every time i stare at our channels and allat, there’s this energy i’m feeling that makes it feel like home lol... (well it really became my home, i enjoy taking care of my edoll and dolla too) but now i have to focus on myself... in real life... my mental health... i don’t really wanna put it on hiatus if i don’t really have a reason to... i feel so sad...
also i just really wanna move on from Discord because of the amount of shitty people on there. i’m basically so deadbeat... the way i have to deal with raids, trolls, threats... and also the tryhard copycats who claim they own edoll... i’m so sick of it... (not to mention my past there) i am lowkey feeling down about this because i love it so much. ik it’s just a server and it’s not that deep (ye i have no life), but the bond that was built there... ts feels like a heartbreak i have to move on from...
hopefully when i have the time... hopefully... i can reopen it... ugh i’m scared of missing out on a lot. what if edoll becomes really popular on Discord and, i might be delulu for this, but we become forgotten... not remembered by a single soul... WE’VE ALWAYS BEEN THE FIRST EVER, THE ORIGINAL, THE AUTHENTIC ONE.
edoll is currently on hiatus, with no exact return date, but we’ll always be the first ever edoll discord server. our dolliest emojis, stick
