Quick Rant about GCSEs and school life
- first of all, I hate maths, it's confusing, I don't like it, numbers make no sense to me.
- somehow, I ended up in top set for maths.
- I am expected to do two things for my maths homework.
- an online task, and a GODDAMN EXAM. I have 3 days to to a whole exam at home.
-so here's the reaalll issue.
- we have maths intervention on Thursday lunchtimes. And some days after school.
- I don't think that I will ever, EVER, be convinced to go to either one of them, especially since the teacher basically ignored me when I nearly fractured my finger in his class due to a door, and also, I hate maths.
- all that a good maths result would do for me, is look good on my college application. That's it. I don't need a high grade for maths because 1. I have no passion for it, 2. I hate it with all my heart. 3. I won't need it in the future career I want to have (maybe except some basics, and a little bit of ratios).
- I can't even move down math classes, because I am expected to work my ass off, abandon my already small social life, and skip my lunches to do some extra work.
- I have PTSD. Maths makes me frustrated, and I can get a little out of hand when i get frustrated too much. I'd rather avoid getting myself needlessly angry and potentially trigger myself because of some damn maths work. Fuck that, I'd rather prioritise my mental health instead of learning formulaes.
