Oct 19, 2024
there isnt exactly a moment where im not in this like, form of autopilot mode where i focus most of, if not all of my energy on surviving since talking to people and even doing hobbies will drain completely me if i'm not careful (but even then my threshold for doing those things is insanely low) but its been getting harder and harder finding the will to get out of bed and rn i straight up just wanna rot here or be unconscious for an extended period of time bc i'm getting tired of simply surviving
