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ngl i miss talking to my friends but i genuinely can't think of anything i could say to them 😕

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i wish socializing came easier to me 😵‍💫 i feel like i'm struggling even when i'm not doing anything wrong

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sui m

hate how i'm so sick of being alive yet i'm too pussy to do anything about it so i'm kind of forced to keep on living regardless of what happens, even if i'm not cut out for it, since there's no other option

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t-shirt that says "i ♡ no commentary playthroughs on youtube"

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so much of my shit has been breaking lately 😵‍💫 first my headphones and now one of the temples of my glasses broke off. this sucks

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i think the issues between my mom and i boils down to the fact that we don't rly like each other as people but i'm the only one who seems to realize this and accept it for what it is whereas she's in this really odd yet understandable state of denial coming to terms with the fact that she dislikes her kid for the sole reason that it's her kid but not enough so where it shows in her actions. like she continues to harm me but in a different way now that i'm an adult since she can't exactly get away with the stunts she pulled when i was younger, but i still am getting the message even if she can't bring herself to accept it

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my bio prof still hasn't posted the syllabus or made the usual "welcome to our course" announcement despite the semester starting 4 days ago and i don't know if it'd be pushy to like.. e-mail her and ask about it

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been getting some very interesting ads on tumblr lately