#effortlesslove

[zoosk]

You can't force love. Remember that. 😉⠀

[janlovesquotes]

I wanted to feel loved without feeling like I was begging for it

[zeefer-blog]

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;* <33

[etherealsylph]

The Helen River

Nourish the valley

 Plenty your harvest

Sunflowers rise and stretch

Quickly across the fields

  Plenty your harvest

Filling every pore of the earth

Quickly across the fields

Life begins and sustains

  Filling every pore of the earth

With my breath

Life begins and sustains

Tides rise and tides will fall

  With my breath

Exhaled is thunder

Tides rise and tides will fall

Mountains will crumble

  Exhaled is thunder

I swell and fill the land

Mountains will crumble

All control is lost

"I’m way too passionate and extreme of a person. For instance, school. When it comes to school, I’m either way too smart or way too lazy for a class. I can’t find a balance and/or medium to keep consistent throughout. I’m always on some sort of see-saw. Relationships, I tend to pour too much into it. I can never half-ass anything when it comes to my emotions. If I don’t pour too much into it, I can’t pour anything. There is no in-between for me when it comes to “liking/loving” someone. It’s never just enough. Oh, can’t forget about bad days. You ever heard of “when it rains, it pours”? Indeed. It’s never just sprinkling or a few showers, it’s always pure sunlight or lightning/thunder. My art. When I want to write a song or play the piano, I will literally spend hours trying to figure it out. Other days, I can be unproductive as fuck. Depends. I’m still awaiting the day where I find my balance and structure. For now, passion rules all. If I don’t control it, I know that passion will be the death of me." -effortlesslove