#eggshell fine

[morroodle]

Oh wow my emotional system is so fragile right now it's truly impressive. I'm fine for a moment but I feel like an empty eggshell in terms of stability. No I do not know why. I am just doing bad. I spiraled horribly twice yesterday and though I have yet to actually do too bad today (i hope to keep it like that) i know that the slightest inconvenience or like an especially strong sneeze will send me into a terrible state. This is fun. I'm going to take a nap.

Sorry for venting n stuff. Send morro content or something.

[authorkims]

[when-flowers-weep]

Fine.  Or ‘eggshell fine.’

Pfft, you say 'fine,' or even 'eggshell fine,' but let me do you one better.

I raise you humpty dumpty fine.

Meaning: I'm not fine and I did break into a million pieces but now I'm holding my pieces together through sheer force of will because the world keeps turning and what other option do I have.

But if even one little straw shifts on the camel's back then Jericho will no longer have the world title for 'entire city coming crashing down all at once and never being rebuilt again.'

[helpmequitmydayjob]

[tiredoflyme]

This week I am the actual definition of "eggshell fine."

I'm physically fragile - I keep getting fainting spells and vertigo. And I'm emotionally fragile - I ugly cried for like 2 hours today.

My roommate hadn't been getting it (he's going through his own serious issues) even though I was tried hard to explain how I can only handle "gentle" right now. He made it worse yesterday and today he was bickering with me (banter/bickering is a large part of our friendship) until I just started crying. Then he realized how serious I was about "fragile."

He thoroughly apologized and our housemate Devin helped me go to an appointment because I wasn't sure I could drive and I didn't want to be alone because I'd just start crying again.

I can't keep a hold on my emotions. They just keep spilling out everywhere.

[ur-gal-mars]

Ur gal spent the last week depressed and procrastinating and today she feels good, and is finally tackling her work! It's kinda a fragile goodness but hey it's something!!

[morningfogoveranocean]

The music makes me brave

A simple truth

[anniestvincent]

i went home an hour after arriving at uni bcos i was v sad and wanted to cry how’s your day going