#ego-x

[ego-x-moved]

Accidentally ended up looking like Dante from the Devil May Cry Reboot.

[caligobastet]

Myself with ego-x and marquislavey (and deadwalkinglucyxx photobombing us) at this year’s WGT, Hurray for running into them randomly!

[caligobastet]

@marquislavey , Izzie and myself finally meeting after a year. With @deadwalkinglucy photobombing us from behind, of course :P Just got back and already quite a few horrific things happened... Really hope I'll get that video up in the next 2 days but please forgive me if I don't... Hope that all shall be well... <3

[werevulvi]

ego-x replied to your post:I told my teacher/the leader of the course that...

Stay strong dear. I wish you all the best.

Thank you, I'll try :)

[hangmans-pawn]

Daze

I actually ended up writing down parts of my recent dream. I wasn't able to remember actual details and therefore had to come up with most things while writing. It could, therefore, be a bit hard to read and not as smooth as one would like to. Also please keep in mind that English isn't my first language and that it could be that I made one or the other mistake.

Anyway, I listened to this kind of music while writing and also imagine this kind of music playing at the club. The person that I, in the end, more or less mention is Izzie, who somehow showed randomly up in my dream and creeped around. It also wasn't meant to be a story that has anything to do with vampires, but he said that it somehow reminded him of those creatures, as I told him about the dream, so I thought 'Why not?'. I hope you guys enjoy reading, make sure to check out his blog and I'd like to hear about any way of good criticism.

It stoppedsurprising me after the 5th time, that I was to find myself in one of those clubs that were highly recommended by every blood sucking creature in town. I never really had the urge to visit them. Mostly because of all those people, which were only here to get laid, have their fun and cause a mess.

The first time a friend of mine dragged me into one of those clubs. She said I’d have a great time, that I can use it to get certain kinds of frustration out of my system. I snorted when she said that, knowing that there was no creature on earth that could even make me feel slightly attracted towards them and therefore no one that could ease the longing that I feel inside, but never knew how to describe.

It was 11 p.m when we finally arrived at the little house of entertainment, which just looked like a shabby old apartment building, two bouncers waiting at the entrance, chit-chatting with the friend of mine. It didn’t take us much time to be allowed to enter. I gave those guys a skeptical look while walking past. I felt nervous. I always was, when I was about to enter places I didn’t know, had no feeling for and wasn’t fond of the people and therefore company.

After going down a staircase, following my dark haired companion, I started to hear the music that was vibrating through the halls. I cringed a bit, because it sure wasn’t my cup of tea. I never liked electronic music and never would be, or that’s what I thought. The more steps we were taking the louder the music got, the stronger a certain smell got I never smelt before. I could feel my excitement rising, started to become curious about what’s going to await me. Another door got opened, before I was finally able to see what I got myself into. It was a huge room with high walls. Some parts of the ground were located higher than others, like little platforms. Two large bars were also located in the room; one directly besides the door whiles the other seemed to be literally across the room. I personally wasn’t fond of the idea of placing two huge bars that way, with a room so big. But it wasn’t my business, I thought, while following my friend. The club itself had a nice laser-show, which mostly featured different shades of green, which were a nice contrast to the overall dark purplish color of the walls and the dark lights. After taking closer looks I saw some dancers on one or the other platform, moving into a smooth and steady rhythm to the music. It was fascinating, I thought, while watching their trained bodies move for a moment. While my gaze wandered through the room, I didn’t realize that Emily had taken me by the hand and led me through the mass of people, which I hardly paid any attention to so far. They were dressed quite differently. One wore elegant clothes of high quality, while others seemed to wear nearly nothing but small pieces of fabric, covering their most intimidating parts. My eyes had a slightly disgusted shimmer, while I felt anything but pleased by those nearly naked people, pressing their bodies against each other, ‘dancing’ and behaving like a bunch of meat, ready to get devoured by anyone who felt like doing so.

I hadn’t had time to think more about those creatures, as I realized that my friend and I had reached the second bar in the room. The lights, surrounding the different bottles of alcohol, the counter and the barkeeper, were a nice icy blue, actually not fitting the surroundings, but still somehow suiting the whole feeling.

“What do you want? Anything is on me tonight, keeping in mind this is your first time.”

A mumbling sound left my mouth, while I looked a bit annoyed at my dear friend. She treated me like a child most of the time. I hated it.

“I don’t care. Order me whatever you’re going to get. I don’t think that I’ll be here long anyway, so there sure is no reason for me to think about the kind of drink I’m having.”

My gaze was hardly fixed on her, while I lay back against the counter, my vision gazing though the room again.

The music started giving me a headache, while the basses moved through my body. Mixed with this weird smell and a lightshow that made my eyes hurt. I felt a bit weird. Not in the negative way, but it still a bit uneasy. Up to this point I haven’t noticed that my excitement and nervousness had ended up fading. Normally my heart would have been beating like crazy, but it didn’t. Strange.

Not much time passed until the black haired, weird person, that I called friend, passed me my drink. I nodded thankfully while receiving it, looking at it with curiosity lingering in my eyes. The drinks color was a deep red, not like the color of red wine, much more intense and much bloodier. Blood. I rolled my eyes, being anything but pleased and groaned.

“Really? Blood? Really?!”

I was angry at my friend, who just looked at me slightly apologizing. She said that I shouldn’t worry, that it hardly contained said fluid and that I should just try it before being all ‘bitchy about it’. I groaned again. She knew that I, normally, only consumed blood when it was necessary, not on casual occasions like this one. After thinking about it for some blinks I decided to give it a try anyway, mostly because I didn’t wanted to be a killjoy and also because Emily was paying for it.

I slowly guided my lips to the glasses edge, lifting the glass as soon as the contact was established. As the red fluid started to come into contact with my tongue, I felt a weird sensation rushing through my body. I felt like I was on fire; full of energy but at the same time tired and lewd. I couldn’t describe it. Because of that I didn’t realized that I emptied the glass in one go, placing it on the counter. What I can say about the taste? It tasted marvelous. The well-known taste of alcohol was strongly present but also the slight taste of blood, so was a certain sweetness I couldn’t describe.

After downing the drink the music seemed louder than before, so did the smell that lewd me in. The beats were shaking my body, corrupting my brain and I soon began to feel hazy. I don’t know how it happened, I figured it was the drinks fault, combined with the lights and air but I stopped caring in the blink of an eye, because I felt good. Really good. I closed my eyes and let this sensation fill my body, while I slowly started losing myself in the music’s beats.

That was my first experience with a certain drug; that one can inhale while breathing, but also end up drinking. This drug was the reason, why I ended up visiting this one club over and over again.

At one of those visits I had also been able to catch a climb of this clubs owner. He looked young but still had the aura of a person that knew who he was, what he wanted and how to achieve it. Combining this with his good looks he sure seemed to be someone who was able to make everyone his slave. He had a muscular build, one or the other piercing, dark hair and mostly wore a pair of sunglasses, when wandering around the club. I started to grin, showing the strikingly fangs, which every one of my breed owned. I didn’t meant to have mean thoughts about the X’s owner, but knowing this kind of person, he sure was an arrogant, keeping men and ladies company only to the pure thought of pleasure. Throwing them away by the time he got bored. I only had the chance to see this guy once, never again at my countless visits.

Never again until ‘today’ it seemed. I had been on my way to the restroom, passing all those doors that I always urged to open, but never did, when I got literally hit by the strong smell of blood that I’ve never smelled before in this hallway. Without thinking I started following the smell, feeling my body tense with excitement. I reached a door at the end of the hallway. I never really noticed it before and sure ended up surprised when I realized that it was actually there.

The dominant, metallic smell of the red fluid was so strong by now that I was able to imagine it in my mouth, flushing down my throat. It was strictly forbidden to open any doors that one wasn’t allowed to open, but my curiosity about the origin of this marvelous smell was greater than the anxiety over any kind of punishment.

The door opened with ease and without a sound. A wave of many different scents and flavors hit me. I took a deep breath, not knowing whether it was of excitement or because my body was struck by all the different aromas.

My eyes gazed through the room, which was set in a dark reddish light. It contained dark candles, which were lit and the reason for the slightly sweet smell, I figured. The room itself seemed fairly empty and only contained a huge bathtub. I didn’t take another close look, because my curiosity was killed after seeing a room filled with nothing. Therefore I was about to close the door and take my leave if a slight moan weren’t to gain my attention.

Normally I wasn’t one to peak, but ended up drowning in this sight. What I saw, after taking a closer look, where two people in the bathtub. I couldn’t recognize them, because the light around the bath was dimmed, so that one could hardly see anything, and because my eyes were still adjusted to the neon lights of the actual club-area. The only thing I was able to make out were contours.

The two people in the tub seemed to be male and quite well build. They were both covered in red fluid, which was probably the blood I had smelled.

It wasn’t hard to guess what those two men were doing, which made the whole situation uncomfortable for me and made me urge to leave. Said urge, sadly, didn’t seem to be strong enough, because I ended up keeping my eyes fixed on the two creatures. The longer I looked, the better my vision got, which was probably because my eyes got used to the dimmed light.

One of the two was casually lying in the bathtub, while the other kissed him, his hands on the other male’s chest. The kiss itself wasn’t full of love or any kind of relatable feelings. It was pure lust, as far as I could tell. It was rushed, contained biting and would surely be the reason for bruised lips afterwards. But this wasn’t what fascinated me. It was the contrast from the blood and the light skin, combined with the rooms lighting, which made the whole scene beautiful.

I lost count of time and didn’t know how long I just stood there and stared the two guys, who lost their selves more and more to pure lust, and I probably would have been standing there longer, if my eyes hadn’t catch a climb of red, shimmering from the passive males eyes. In this second a wave of panic rushed through my body. I knew those eyes. Everyone in this club knew them.

Most humans thought that vampires red eyes always look alike, but that was far from right. Every pair of eyes was unique and gave of a specific kind of feeling, when they looked at someone or something. And the vibes those eyes, that were staring at me, gave of was nothing but superiority. A shudder ran done my spine, as I turned around and closed the door behind me, a wide grin plastered upon my face.

He really seemed to know how to have a good time.

What a damn monster this guy is, I thought, while my grin widened and while I enjoyed this feeling of pure fear, being stuck in my bones.

If I were to answer upcoming questions, it could be that those get answered with my main account (suoh-cchi), keeping in mind that this one here is only my second.

[xtoxictears]

ego-x replied to your post “Think I did pretty well last night with the whole bar thing”

Yes thank you this happens to me all the time x_x I hate conversations in clubs it's just.. asjhdsjhs. no.

Riiiiight? How is this considered a way to socialise?D:< lol

[thebutterflyboy]

ego-x replied to your post:The kitten is still under my bed..

Just don’t rush anything and be patient and calm with her, who knows what she experienced. She’ll come to you when she’s ready and you’ll be a great team :)

I know, I just wish she would eat or drink something so she doesn't get sick. But I think she will leave her hiding-place when I'm away tomorrow. Thanks, I hope so too :) But it feels a little strange to have a cat in your that you have never touched.

[mxmephistopheles]

Why do you tag pictures of Ego-X as the bae?

BECAUSE IZZIE IS THE BAE.