#eicnty

[yournightmarefromgotham]

Why must Y O U invade my dreams? I had been dying to wake up for hours and when I finally did, the nothingness was real.

all over the place, I had seen your face. my dream mirrored something old that I couldn’t put my finger on. Tumblr was part of it too and something happened where I changed my name to what it is now, something awe-some. Why does January hold exquisite heaviness? The witty banter sure was bliss.

…

AHHHHH WAIT— It’s a FUCKING FULL MOON!

Okay okay makes perfect sense now, great -_-.

My dreams were very very loud and intense!

whew, am glad I have off today (from work)

I woke up into the late afternoon about 3p from slumber starting at 4a….

I don’t know how to sign off on this… maybe a little throwback because my dream told me to check my Google Photos and my my my—

eicnty

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Sincerely,

hitbp.

[themoon-and-circles]

19th Jan, 2013

I honestly think Sameer is just very VERY pathetic. :P

And I regret dating such a weirded out chele. UGH. LOOOOOOOOL.

Never am I going to find the guy half as compatible as I want him to be.

[themoon-and-circles]

I FUCKING WISH I FELT HAPPY. I WISH WISH WISH YOU MADE ME FEEL HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

[themoon-and-circles]

19th Oct.

Since I am always whining about my relationship and boyfriend, I thought I should also write this down? He sang this song yesterday on the radio but before that he went 'This song's for a very special girl, her name's Rashna and I hope she's listening to this.'

:'D 

[themoon-and-circles]

You can watch as much porn as you want to, and bang as many girls as you want to, and smoke as much crap as you want to, for all I care. (Y)

[themoon-and-circles]

You fucked up my life, love.

Now, I don't know where to go from here.

[themoon-and-circles]

Because I'm still not okay with you. Not at ALL.

[themoon-and-circles]

11th September, 2012.

I don't know, I just thought this needed to be written down.

The posts are almost always about the relationship, and that fucking kills me. I had one of those days, when I realized that I am not happy. I don't mean it in a weird way. It's just that, there are days when I am really REALLY happy and I am like 'Fuck that shit, I love him so much. It doesn't even matter if he's the kind I'd go for.' 

But there are days like today, when I can't help but think how fucked up I really am to be with a guy I wouldn't have chose if I knew he'd be somebody like this. I know this is really mean, I know this is coming off really rude and he doesn't deserve this SHIT ONE BIT, but it's just the truth. I find him simply boring and not my kind. Like we have similar music taste, and height, but that's about it. :3

I wrote in a piece of paper 'I think this is very stupid but you're an ass and I kind of really like you. P.S. YOU ARE SO VERY BORING. (:' 

All he did was read it and lol I don't know 'not a fuck was given that day.' LOLOOLOLOLL. So well, he came back afterwards and asked for the paper but I already tore it.

I realized ONCE AGAIN, that I've almost always been unhappy being in a relationship with this guy for almost two years. c:

Nevertheless, I love him.