Lettou and the Consequences of living for Revenge
I know most people like neither Lettou nor the Victoria arc, but what I find endlessly fascinating about his character is that he deliberately seems to be written in a way that shows what living for revenge looks like.
We know since his flashback with Theresis that Lettou never cared about Victoria and that his loyalty always had laid with Gaul. And that he had to hide that if he wanted to have a chance to successfully carry out his revenge. I wonder how much it hurt Lettou’s ego that he never got the chance to fully go “It was me! I sabotaged Victoria from within all along!” towards someone he deceived. I think it’s not always guilt that plagues him that much, but the burden of having lived a lie of that scale for that long.
Because look, who can be afford to be honest with? You have Duq’arael, who since ever knew that the face Lettou shows towards Victoria is the opposite of what he actually is thinking, and Duq'arael is on a path of revenge himself. He and the old Youth Vanguard Lettou was looking after are the few people Lettou didn’t need to lie to. But beside of that? The closest Lettou ever came to admitting the entirety of his destructive acts was when he was admitting to the soldier he had hidden from the Sarkaz (and who also was in the Gaulish resistance with him) that he had handed over everyone left in the Defense Forces to Theresis himself. But those are only fragments of the truth. I'm starting to think Lettou saved that one soldier he thought of as a coward from falling into the hands of the Sarkaz to prove to himself he still could spare people if he chose to do so. And as a fellow Gaulish remnant and a ‘coward’, that soldier was just the lowest risk option to confess to.
But why would that deliberate act of sparing a life be important to Lettou’s psyche? The story makes it clear Lettou is responsible for the end of dozens and dozens of random Londiniers, and additional to this the writing lingers on the way he is perfectly able and willing to even kiII people (plural) he knows. Like his soldiers he handed over to the Sarkaz when circumstances demanded it. And the old Youth Vanguard he mercy kiIIed. Or Golding. I never bought Lettou feeling sad about Golding's death as genuine, because you don't deliberately terrorize a years old acquaintance into kiIIing herself unless you mean it. What made him feel sad was the realization that leading her to her death made him fully face the fact that he has No Limits when sacrificing people for his goals. None. And the storytelling makes a point to show this here. It's no coincidence the writing deliberately shoves it down your throat how likable Golding is supposed to be: A kind and sentimental teacher who yearns for peace and joins Clovisia's Eartha in an attempt to help. Even the one flaw she has is that she is simply too naïve for her own good: Or to put it in unkind terms, if she wasn't too dense to realize that war is nothing like in her sentimental war novels she would be an utter Mary Sue. Don’t get upset about the buzzword, because the writing constructs this picture with intention:
All that likeability, and Lettou doesn’t care about any of that. He tries to win her over to the Defense Forces side because having a bureaucrat who is also an Eartha spy would be gold. And when she refuses and picks Victoria instead he is going to kiII her for certain. For one reason because she is siding with Clovisia’s Eartha, but also for the probably greater crime of siding with the nation Lettou’s revenge is set against. But she’s not going to get disposed of before getting deceived in a manner where she will reveal information about the Self-Salvation Corps. And when Lettou finally reveals that truth to her, it wasn't enough for him to let her know Molly had been switched out with a Damazti since weeks. He additionally made a point to fully blame Golding for causing the doom of her fellow Eartha members through her mistake. Like, just go and call her a cow at that point. That would have been kinder than the psychological torment he inflicted on her. But making her suffer was of course the entire point of Lettou's action. Because distressed people make mistakes (she already had made grave ones) and their enemies will use that.
This display of cruelty towards an old acquaintance is interesting, because in contrast Lettou extends pity towards random Eartha members like the family of a noble who got fed to the Vampires. Golding did not get a shred of that sympathy. Claiming he was sad after she had kiIIed herself feels hollow. He deliberately caused her end and did not slow down when she already was cracking. It’s just interesting that with Golding the story shows a character so obviously written to be liked by readers and characters alike that even Damazti liked her, enough that he made an attempt to change her mind when she declared that she wanted to kiII herself. And then we have Lettou who sees all of this likability, shrugs his shoulders and kills yet another person he knows because God beware you happen to be in his way to avenge Gaul.
And yet, up to a point Lettou feels sorry for the entirety of the damage he's causing, but it’s made clear that if he felt fully indifferent about what he is doing, the outcome would be just the same. Feeling sorry won’t stop him from committing his actions because his goal of avenging Gaul stands above it all. Duq'arael reduces people to bIoody puddles, and in comparison Lettou feels sorry when seeing his soldiers fall to their end when Team Amiya attacks the command tower, but some weeks later he will hand the soldiers who survived that over to the KMC anyway. Their approaches aside, the outcome of both of Lettou's and Duq'arael's actions is the same, and Lettou knows it. It’s worth pointing out that Lettou never puts the blame of sacrificing people who were in his way on anyone but himself. He never pulls a “you made me do it” on Duq’arael. He is very much aware about his own responsibility in the matter, and yet Lettou is not going to stop. Priorities.
And while we are at priorities, the point of 13-18 really is to show what sacrifices he is ready to make. In the same chapter we learn that he handed over what was left of the Defense Forces to Theresis. And that he is on his way to kiII the old Youth Vanguard so he won’t fall victim to looting Sarkaz or revenge driven Londiniers. Lettou was busy wrapping up what was left his of revenge on Victoria. If he would have felt regret about any of the damage he had inflicted, he would have chosen the "salvation" Clovisia offered him so conveniently. Instead he told the unicorn that he had seen through her identity and that she could go and get lost. Like, Lettou really doesn’t get enough credit for figuring out Clovisia’s identity as an ageless before everyone else did. No wonder he was so unfriendly towards her. Think about it from his perspective: He is getting approached by the embodiment of Victoria, the nation that destroyed Gaul. Ew. But also, Clovisia’s role in this moment is so important, because by rejecting her convenient offer for "salvation", Lettou makes it clear he still prioritizes his revenge. Additional, it’s a convoluted way of displaying loyalty towards Duq’arael by not using the chance to turn against him. Look, "Henchman of the villain of the story turns against him last minute (and picks side of heroes instead)" is such a lame trope and I'm glad it got avoided in this case. It’s always nice when I can point to a thing in the writing I think the Victoria arc did well.
No, Clovisia had no chance. The only thing Lettou still wants to do at that point is to return to Duq'arael, who we now know he shares a level of ruthlessness with. And it’s so funny to realize that at that point Lettou himself has kiIIed everyone he had some connection with until only he and Duq'arael had been left. Like, Lettou himself made sure no distractions were left when he faced Duq’arael for the last time. Duq’arael often gets the label as the obsessed one with him calling Lettou his pet bird etc, but it wasn't him who kiIIed the people Lettou had left. That all had been Lettou.
There is a thing going on here of Lettou being aware that he and Duq’arael are alike, and he drives attention to that point when he is deliberately making sure he spiIIs his bIood over Duq’arael when kiIIing himself. It's on one hand the act of leaving a trace of yourself on the last thing you felt a connection to. And for another point, Lettou claims he made himself a permanent part of Duq’arael’s blood by “polluting” it when he made sure his bIood spilled over Duq’arael when he kiIIed himself. Lettou is the one who searched for a way which would ensure he and Duq’arael could be Together Forever. That's one of the reasons why it was important to Lettou to return to Duq'arael. Lettou was aware that he and Duq’arael are alike, and that connection was something he just was not willing to let go of. So he searched for a way to make that connection permanent. No matter what.
A character who has been shown to live for revenge can only think of force to uphold the one meaningful connection he had managed to make with one of the few people he had never needed to deceive. Imagine my surprise.










