For spiderverse, I hadnāt heard much about it until recently and it looks really good! I just love spider-gwenās look so Iād totally see it just for that lolĀ
Iām not really into transformers so Iām not too interested in that one.Ā
On your "not a gamer" post, please let me say nobody has any business gatekeeping you on calling yourself a gamer. Him complaining you only like certain games sometimes? People can wax and wane on what they're into. I think I can relate with you: as I've gotten older and finances have slowed my PC upgrades and console buying, my focus and gameplay desires and options have change but I still game. Right now I'm slowly but surely chipping away at a years-old list of games I never finished.
Thank you. <3
It did feel very Gatekeeper-y, the way he was talking. And like, maybe Iāll talk to him about it today, let him know how he made me feel.
Itās a hard hobby to support financially. And, as a cosplayer and convention-goer, sometimes the expensive hobby of video games falls behind the more social hobby of cosplay, for me at least. Also I buy a lot of comics and books, because in some ways those are easier to access than games. My roommate spends all his spending money on video games and video game paraphernalia. Itās a different choice than the one I made, but he still has no right to make me feel bad about it.
Iām sorry you had you childhood stripped from you. Iām sorry you lived in fear and insecurity. Iām sorry you lost trust in yourself and the people around you.Ā
Iām sorry you had to hide. Iām sorry you had to lie. There were days that felt less whole because of the things you had to keep in the dark.Ā
Iām sorry you donāt remember. Iām sorry the memories that felt significant are the ones that constantly slip away. That life feels less complete. That you feel so confused and alone.
Iām sorry that no one wanted to hear. There were people you entrusted yourself to whom you had to deny. Iām sorry that you know too much.Ā
I wish you could forget. I wish those days were renewed. I wish you felt it wasnāt your fault. I wish it had been better.Ā
There are days when youāll want to be omitted and reborn.Ā
But it gets better.Ā
Days go by faster and the light hurts your eyes a little bit, but youāre still happy itās there. Ā
It doesnāt go away immediately, but you will learn to put your foot down. To fight, to claw, to bite. To battle. To conquer. To win. Hopefully someday.Ā
Donāt ever lose yourself in the things you choose to believe or not believe in.Ā
i donāt like it | meh | itās cool | i like it | awesome! | one of my favorites!!
This is pretty funny, because Empoleon is one of the Pokemon I sent to the person I reblogged this from!
But yeah - Empoleon is cool! Not my favorite, but I donāt dislike anything about it! It just doesnāt really stand out to me. I actually picked Chimchar as opposed to Piplup, even though I liked Piplup better? I donāt know. I like Empoleon better than Infernape, but I donāt really have strong feelings about the gen 4 starters overall.
š« - youāre super talented!āļø - you have a nice aesthetic!
Ahhhhh! Thank you! I really appreciate both of those! I know I donāt post much original content, but I try when I do cosplay or writing or something to always post it here!