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@NHS_ELFT - #NHSELFT / #NHS #ELFT , & @NavinaEvans CEO To #EastLondonNHSFoundationTrust , Please Put Me Back On My Overall Safe Anti-Depressant Ciperlax Escitalopram At: 40mg's A Day As Soon As Possible, As I Can't Manage Much Longer With My Moderate To Severe Clinical Depression , & Anxiety/Panic-Attacks, Which Also Often Gets Ignored When BPD/EUPD Is Main Labelling / Focus :/ :( Was On 40mg's A Day Ciperlax Escitalopram At: 40mg's A Day Since: 2004 - December 2019/January 2020, Please See 3 Urgent E-Mails , 2 From March 2021 & Today 08th Of April 2021, I Am 100% Willing To Come Off Duloxetine 120mg A Day Or Lower To 60mg A Day ,Or Come Off Altogether (Despite Pain Drug / Pain Relief Help For: RSD - CRPS Type 1, Musculoskeletal Chronic Pain/Pain From: Mid Carpal Instability/Wrist Instability/Carpal Instability , Which Had Since: 13-10-2002 , & Very Very Early Wrist Arthritis Mainly Effecting My Scaphoid & Lunate Bones/Areas On My Radio-Carpal Joint Side Since: 03-05-2018 & Left Shoulder/Side Clicking, Popping, & Dull Ache/Ache Chronic Pain/Pain , & Restrictions/Wasting Since: 2010), This Way If I Have To Come Off Duloxetine Altogether, I Can Seek Pain Management Drug Reviews For Just Opiate Based Painkillers & In Charge Of My Current Pain Patches Again Too, & Go Back On My Overall Safe Anti-Depressant Ciperlax Escitalopram At: 40mg's A Day :) Scott1984FP Over On Instagram.Com & Twitter.Com (at Bedford, Bedfordshire, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNZ3Y-IhHKn/?igshid=11lv3nrltpdkt

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Why Are @Instagram - #Instagram.Com / @FaceBook - #FaceBook.Com ,Hiding The #Promethazine Hashtags ?. Its #Antihistamine ,Which Also Found It Seems To Have Sleeping Tablet Like Effects :/ It Doesn't Send Me To Sleep In 20 Minutes From Taking, However Whatever Time I Manage Sleep, I Seem To Sleep Longer & Sometimes All Night Without Big Wake Up's Too :/ Put On In Late 2020 By @NHS_EFT - #NHSELFT - #NHS #ELFT , Consultant Whom Listened To Me & Understood Sleeping Patterns/Problems, & August 2020 Suicidal Thoughts/Plans Enacted On & Lost 8-11 Hours Of My Night/Morning :/ :( Its Not A Dangerous Drug & Needs No Hiding From Instagram.Com Hashtags Either :/ :( #Phenergan #YourNHSNeedsYOU & Food/Drinks/Pharmaceutical/Gaming #Retail Needs You & #SolidarityWithShopWorkers :) #StayAtHome :) Self Isolation With: RSD - CRPS Type 1 ,& Wrist Instability/Carpal Instability (Which Are Both Serious & Complex Chronic Pain & Disabilities), Along With Mental Health Illnesses Of Depression & #Anxiety With: #BPD / #EUPD ,Is Often The Norm For Me & Other Suffers / #Spoonies :/ :( #StayHomeChallenge / #CoronaVirusUk :) So Next Time You Think Home Isolation Is A Holiday / Fun, Just Remember The 14 Days - 12 Weeks Suggested Home Isolation From #BorisJohnson ,& Attacks From The #DailyVile , #ToryParty , & Co, Its Neither Holidays, Fun, Or Just To Get Out Of Work :/ :( My #MentalHealth / #LifeJourney / #DayInTheLife Of Me @Scott1984FP - #Scott1984FP - https://www.pscp.tv/Scott1984FP ,VIA #SOCIALMEDIA ,Talking About Mental Health & Life ,Through: Instagram,Shares,Likes,Photos,Videos,ScreenShots,& RT's :) I Post On Social Media & Post Videos,Etc For Me & Are For My Benefit/s & Just For Me Too :) Not After, Nor Seeking Sympathy &/Or Prayers, Well-Wishes, Or Any Of Those Combinations Either, Also Its Ok To Get Attention From Time To Time Too :) #BedsHour #Bedford #BedfordMentalHealthHour (at Bedford, Bedfordshire, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNBdSdEhZqH/?igshid=1hogaiy9izdry

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@NHS_ELFT - #NHSELFT / #NHS #ELFT , Very Impressed That Someone From: #FlorenceBallHouse Said They Had Red Up On Complex Regional Pain Syndrome Type 1 / #RSD / #RSDS ,& First Time Anyone From Trust In 20 Ish Years Has Tried To Understand #CRPSType1 & Effects Overlaps My #MentalHealth & #BPD / #EUPD With: #MMD / #MDD Too, Should Google / #DuckDuckGo Mid Carpal Instability Too :) Thanks For Making Referrals To Sunday Group By Service Users Too , & More Hands On Help With Filling Out Online Food Till Applications Too With NHS ELFT Mental Health Employment Services Again Too :) Thanks For Listening, & Seeking An Earlier Follow Up With Consultant Psychiatrist & Hopefully Face To Face Too :) It Takes Big Things Overall To Tip Me Over Too, Nor My Fault MSK Circle Health In Bedford Don't At Least With Me In 7 Years EVER Had Yearly Drug Reviews Like: 2009-2016/2017 In London, & Why On Such Drugs & Will Overtime Need Pain Patches Increased Or Made Up From 2, Like July 2022 - January 2023 Where E-Mailed G.P.'s Surgery Twice In July 2022 & Back To: ONE 15mc/hr 7 Day Pain Patches On/After: 08-01-2023/15-01-2023 :( 😞 Until: 04-01-2023, I Had NOT Seen G.P. In 2-3/3+ Years & No Video Calls Appointments & No Face To Face Appointments, Neglected & Told Appointments Only Allowed By Phone Monday To Friday 07:00 a.m. - 08:59:59 a.m. Seconds ONLY At: #GoldingtonAvenueSurgery , & They Ignored Mine & Several ELFT Consultant Psychiatrists To Send Me Back To Adden-Brookes NHS Hospital Pain Clinics For Spinal Cord Stimulator Implant Trials/Testing Via MSK Circle Health Pain Management Teams & Seek All Treatments Sent There Too :/ 🤔 (at Goldington Avenue Doctors Surgery) https://www.instagram.com/p/Co4vNbQt6U4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Today's Breakfast/Much Needed Sugar Rush For An Either Phone Calls From: @NHS_ELFT - #NHSELFT / #NHS #ELFT #FlorenceBallHouse Outpatients Mental Health Services ,Also Not Had Great Sleep Either :( 😞 Also They Should Be Doing An Home Visit Too :/ 🤔 :( 😞 I've Misplaced/Temporarily Lost Outpatients Plastics Hand Surgeons Clinic Is Either Tomorrow At: 08:30 a.m. Or Phone At: 08:30 a.m. & They'd Book Later Or Something, So Must Look Everywhere Later Today & Get My Boyfriend To Help Look Too :) #DayInTheLife / #Random Posts, Pictures/Photos, Screenshots, On My Travels :/ :) Join Best #Fediverse & Any #Mastodon Servers/Instances, That Overlaps With Mastodon Feeds & More, Helps Spread Traffic & Easy, Also Helps Other Independently Run Servers/Instances Too & Finding Best Interests For You/Others To Too :) 😀 #Mastodon / #MastodonSocial , & #Tumblr , #Instagram , #FaceBook , #FB , & #Twitter Sometimes Maybe, & Elsewhere :/ :) My #MentalHealth / #LifeJourney / #DayInTheLife Of Me @Scott1984FP - #Scott1984FP - https://mastodon.social/@Scott1984FP & https://twitter.com/Scott1984FP & https://Instagram.Com/Scott1984FP & https://tiktok.com/@scott1984fp & https://pixelfed.social/Scott1984FP ,VIA #SOCIALMEDIA ,Talking About Mental Health & Life ,Through: In Posts, Shares, Likes, Photos, Videos, #ScreenShots , & #RT's :) I Post On Social Media & Post Videos,Etc For Me & Are For My Benefit/s & Just For Me Too :) Not After, Nor Seeking Sympathy &/Or Prayers, Well-Wishes, Or Any Of Those Combinations Either, Also Its Ok To Get Attention From Time To Time Too :) Also Meet Other #Spoonies , & Just Raise Awareness On All #UkPolitics / #Uk #Politics , & Life/Subjects Too :) (at Bedford, Bedfordshire, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/Co4d7oBNdGF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Stress Chocolate 🍫 / Sugar Rush Before: @NHS_ELFT - #NHSELFT - #NHS #ELFT , Mental Health Services Ongoing Follow Ups/Check Ins , Today Be Phone - At: 11:00 a.m. - 11:45 a.m. Ish , & So Many Things To Raise, Concerns, Past Triggers , Past Diagnosis Vs New Diagnosis & Why/How, :/ :( #DayInTheLife / #Random Posts, Pictures/Photos, Screenshots, On My Travels :/ :) #YourNHSNeedsYOU & Food/Drinks/Pharmaceutical/Gaming #Retail Needs You & #SolidarityWithShopWorkers :) #StayAtHome :) Self Isolation With: RSD - CRPS Type 1 ,& Wrist Instability/Carpal Instability (Which Are Both Serious & Complex Chronic Pain & Disabilities), Along With Mental Health Illnesses Of Depression & #Anxiety With: #BPD / #EUPD ,Is Often The Norm For Me & Other Suffers / #Spoonies :/ :( #StayHomeChallenge / #CoronaVirusUk :) My #MentalHealth / #LifeJourney / #DayInTheLife Of Me @Scott1984FP - #Scott1984FP - https://www.pscp.tv/Scott1984FP ,VIA #SOCIALMEDIA ,Talking About Mental Health & Life ,Through: Instagram, Shares, Likes, Photos, Videos, #ScreenShots , & #RT's :) I Post On Social Media & Post Videos,Etc For Me & Are For My Benefit/s & Just For Me Too :) Not After, Nor Seeking Sympathy &/Or Prayers, Well-Wishes, Or Any Of Those Combinations Either, Also Its Ok To Get Attention From Time To Time Too :) #BedsHour #Bedford #BedfordMentalHealthHour (at Bedford, Bedfordshire, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ1YPPitdfx/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Still Going Through A Major Depressive Dip ( Regardless How Me & @NHS_ELFT ,See Things, 2003/2004/2005 - 2013/2014 , Diagnosed & Treated For Moderate To Severe Clinical Depression, With Anxiety & BPD/EUPD , Now 2021/2022 Its Major Mood Disorder Moderate With BPD/EUPD & Anxiety ,I Know & Understand My Brain & World ,Always Have Sadly & I Always Knew I Was Mentally/Personality Different ,Just Didn't Have BPD/EUPD With Depression, Anxiety, & Chronic Pain/Pain , & During Periods After The Accident I Was In Denial I Was Suffering Depression & Suicide Thoughts, 13-10-2002 - March/April 2003 , Accepted It More 2004/2005 Ish ) :/ When I Dip, I Withdraw, Wash Rarely, Sleep Or Overly Sleep On Top Of My Chronic Pain/Pain Already Effecting My Sleep & Sleeping Patterns, Don't Shave, Cut Hair, Ruminate / Think Of Past Trauma/Issues :/ :( My Next Zoom Call With: #NHSELFT - #NHS #ELFT - @NHS_ELFT , & Challenge Moderate ,When Its Always Fluctuated Between: 2003/2004/2005 - 2013/2014 - 2014-2022 , Moderate To Severe Suicidal Thoughts, Attempts, Withdrawing, Mood Dips, Sinking In Hygiene, Energy, Etc, From Observations & Questionnaires/Tests, Etc, & Learn Difference Between Moderate To Severe Depression , & Major Mood Disorder Of Moderate With BPD/EUPD Too :/ As Its Not Changed Over Years At All, Just I Know What Mental Health Services Can Or Can't Do For Me As Outpatients (Inpatients NOT For Me & I Can Explain Why), I Struggle , Yet I Under Show Or Under Play My Mental Health & Sometimes Got More Important Things To Mention In Appointments & Because I Can Talk In Fairly Reasonable Way ,I Can Slip Through Net, I Am Realistic What Help I Can Get , & Won't Go For Crisis Help Until I Just Breakdown & Even At Breakdown Not Helped With Certain Things Promised :/ :( (at Bedford, Bedfordshire, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZvFwktt22d/?utm_medium=tumblr