#ellaandeden

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What has changed in my life? So much. Eden is a walking, talking, newly two year old as of one week ago. Ella turns 4 next month and is insanely compassionate and smart. 

CJ and I went through so many problems. He got violent around christmas so I took the kids and left. Found out he was on coke and meth. He got clean and we came back and everything has been smooth sailing since. We’re insanely happy and he’s been sober for 9 months now. I still smoke bud but not together obviously.

We have two cats, idk if that’s on here. they’re about a year old, Edgar and Toulouse.

We have all been vegan for coming up on a year. The girls included, and they are happy, healthy, strong, and KIND. 

I am still breastfeeding Eden. There is no end in site, but I am not complaining.

We have a new place, 3 bedroom digs. It’s nice.

Life is swell. We are happy, and we are healthy. It’s been a good year minus the first few months. Also Ella broke her a leg, and couldn’t walk for two months, and I got lyme disease. But other than that, everything is wonderful.

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Yesterday was a great day. We spent hours walking at a nearby nature park and had a picnic. And then we went to his mom's and grilled steaks. Ceej got me a camera, got figure out how to work it but he is so considerate. We have also decided to move and found a nice two bedroom house with a fenced in back yard. We sign the lease this weekend. We have a three bedroom trailer right now but eden cosleeps still and we figure the girls can share for a few years. We're excited but not excited to pack and move. Eden is a little over seven months and we still haven't given her any solids. I don't want to ruin our breastfeeding relationship. Idk what to do.

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Multitasking momma :)

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Some pictures from our day at the zoo today even though I took wayyyy more photos than this. Today was one of those days where you are stressed as fuck when it is going on. Two kids isn't necessarily harder but of course more time consuming and we have so little time on ceejs few days off. I put my dress on backwards by accident, and didn't think through nursing in a dress but still managed it like a boss. The day was cold starting out and hot as hell by the end especially while wearing Eden. But somehow as soon as we got in the car all the stress disappeared and all we could remember was how much fun we had seeing the animals and playing with the babes. It was a truly great day even if it wasn't perfect. Kids definitely make days crazier but so much sweeter. And ceej treated me to dinner at Buffalo Wild wings and we got to cut up and eat with TWO HANDS. It was awesome.

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Photo dump! My tula came in and I'm fucking obsessed. Also Ella hasn't had a nap in three whole days and Idk wtf is going on. The end.