#embarrassed as hell

[sharkbb4it]

is this anything

[i-miss-my-90gb]

OMG I FEEL STUPID NOW

[bebeffin]

Nothing is worse than getting off a long flight to only have to get on a train knowing you smell bad bc you're on a long ass haul with no clean clothes half bc of a disgusting washer (the clothes that go into my bf's washing machine always come out smelling hrrrf).

I hate taking up space and attention, and this is like the worst mundane way of doing that aaaaaaaaaaa

I feel so gross and I hate it

[mcrsolos]

cried in front of my new physiatrist today for no reason in out FIRST APPOINTMENT I hate being on my period

[nacregames]

Numb Seven and two please

2) what work of yours, if any, are you the most embarrassed about existing?

I'm literally embarrassed about anything I write as long as enough time passes lol.

But what I'm most embarrassed about is the stuff I began my writing career with when I was 13.

It was inspired by one of the first otomes I read and omg I had actually inserted myself as the main protag in the story. I remember bits of things I wrote and usually I'm able to laugh at myself, and I mean I was still a kid, but damn was I a sad little thing 😂

Sadly, it no longer exists, since my mom accidentally deleted everything on my PC back then (twice!), but now that I think about it, I'm grateful she did, cuz otherwise I would still be lying awake at night, thinking about the amount of cringe I did there.

7) when asked, are you embarrassed or enthusiastic to tell people that you write?

Awfully embarrassed.

That's why I don't like to share private things about myself; I'm scared about anyone I know reading what I am writing. There are multiple reasons, but mostly because I'm anxious about my skills. I know it's stupid, and I mean you guys obviously like it, but whenever someone asks me if I am writing (bc my sister or mom told them), I'm like "mmmhh, hahah nooo???? i did 10 years ago for fun, is my family still talking about that??" The only ones I told myself are my mom and sister, because they're supportive, but also pretty uninterested; my sister never touched a book in all her life and my mom doesn't understand anything else than her own language. But she does ask me about the story every now and then and would def read it if it wasn't in english.

But either way, I'm happy about things being as they are rn. Imagine my family reading the nsfw stuff. If they ever found out I'd be so dead.

[autumnalsteahouse]

I would like to hc that me and inumaki roll up blasting early 2000’s- 2014 jams & im too wrapped up in serenading him at the top of my lungs that I forget to unlock the doors

[shirleytemplehead]

i just texted a classmate asking if she was a Hundred Percent Lesbian and i couldn't be more embarrassed what the shit did i just do

[waitingformypenguin]

Marry me

Fucking please