#emergencycoven

[cottonary-blog]

More Eljas/Chris fanart. I'm not very happy with the outcome. I can't draw bodies for shit. u__u For @thepathofnevermore

[agentstovring]

Can't wait to get a lecture from my doctor about this eye infection. - "Do you still touch your eyeball to gross people out?" - “Listen, Doc, I live to entertain.”

[agentstovring]

I panicked because I thought I wasn't following you. To date: what is the one thing that you've worked the hardest to accomplish, and do you feel proud, or worse off about it?

This will probably come as a surprise to anyone who has met me or gotten to know me in the last 6-7 years, but I used to be an extremely angry person.My moods ranged from aggravated to furious, and I took it out on everyone around me.I was also physically unable to cry.I have no idea where the anger came from - I certainly had no reason to be upset - but I was constantly struggling to act even kind of civil towards my friends; and at home I tormented my poor parents for no reason.It’s weird to think back on, because now I’m all peace, love and hugs for everyone; but I had to put a lot of work into becoming a more patient and less selfish person; control and balance are key; I don’t know that I could ever turn completely back into the monster, but I’d rather not risk it.

I feel proud, sure; but mostly I feel relieved.I’m honestly, truly, genuinely happy 95% of the time; and the 5% of the time where I’m not happy, it’s always because of social issues I read about online.I haven’t argued with my mom in years; she’s one of my best friends.One of my greatest joys is buying people presents and writing them poems.I cried today over a 19 second YouTube video!I stop to pet stray cats.I pick wildflowers and put them in my fucking hair.The monster wouldn’t recognize the person I am today, and that is my greatest accomplishment.