more vomit talk
I have a horror-level revulsion of puke, it’s not phobic but I think it’s fucking nasty. BUT! I do 100% get the thing about how vomiting is a zen state. Nothing exists outside of puking when you’re puking. Also, there’s something masochistically pleasurable about how fucking awful and wrecked and empty you feel afterwards. every time I puke I’m like wow this is rock bottom. And that’s kind of fun, yk? Wallowing at rock bottom.









