ALRIGHT FLICK i’ve got to gush to you about a new crush. So to give some background, we’ve been on multiple dates and have spent quite a decent amount of time together, and lemme tell you, this boy is FINE. just a wonderful specimen of a man. We’ve been really hitting it off, but I promised myself I wouldn’t get into another relationship until I felt totally ready for it. He’s in a similar boat so we’ve just stuck to being in a situationship. I was pretty confident in my ability to not catch too many feelings.
and BOY was I wrong about that!!!!!!
About a month ago I found out I need surgery. He was the absolute sweetest leading up to it, super concerned, all that cute stuff. Day of the procedure rolls around and I’m texting him all my cute hospital selfies while they’re getting me prepped. Then I’m rolled into the operating room, they hold the oxygen mask over my face, and a few seconds later rowan is out like a light.
I wake up in the recovery bay confused as hell and the first words that come out of my mouth are, “where is he?” Literally the only thought in my mind the second I regained consciousness is that I want this boy to come hold me.
I woke up confused as fuck after a major procedure and then proceeded to break down crying because goddamnit I want my boy🥺 he was the only person I wanted to come take care of me.
Aaaand that was the moment I realized that I am in deep shit because holy fuck I actually have mega feelings for him. This was 3 days ago. I still want him to come cuddle the shit out of me. So much for a casual situationship😂
Oh my godddd, Rowan, that is absolutely adorable, what?!
First of all, I hope you're recovering quickly after being operated on, but second, I really hope he was able to come and see you!! (also situationship is such a gorgeous term)
