boy drama- where do i begin??
So we met in class where he stared at me until i made eye contact and PANICED. But we talked for the first time at auditions and kinda just started hanging out. It's absolutely chaotic when we are together. I laugh harder than i ever have and constantly have a smile on my face when we're together. There definitely was some....flirty vibes well call it bc i can't for the life of me tell if someone is flirting. But it was going good until on Valentine's he posted a pic of his gf on Snapchat....i will not be the asshole who breaks up a relationship so I've stepped back and am working on being strictly platonic.
BUT THIS BOY- stays with me at school even tho hes done for the day and even took me to get lunch bc he knew how upset i was over exams. Carries my stuff for me bc my hands are always full. Grabbed my hand the other day.... Yeah i died inside a little. He saw past my health issues and got to know me, no questions even asked. He's touchy and goofy and honestly is a golden retriever as a person. But that doesn't change the fact that he ain't single. So I'm pushing my crush away for now and will strictly be platonic. Bc i rather have his as a friend that not in my life at all. Things might change, but i won't force it. I refuse to be the mistress. So I'll be here wallowing in my self pitty :')
ALSO we've been asked if we're dating or it's been assumed MULTIPLE TIMES NOW?!? should i be worried????
ok i need to dissect this a lil bit bc i'm gonna look like an ass if i don't lol
are we sure it was his gf? are we sure she wasn't a friend? bc we could always be reading things wrong unless they were like explicitly kissing or something which in that case:
QLSHALDHSKDGJSHDHSHS I HATE MEN
if we aren't sure, he could very well have a lil crush on you 😌 and we all know how much you deserve a lil golden retriever boy at your side, it's what you deserve in life 🫶🏻
also him understanding you have health problems 🥹 i cry bc that's my number one fear in relationships is that a man is gonna dump me for my health problems 🥲
anyway so in conclusion: men. amiright, ladies?
