#emo-ing

[cornucopiazza]

Emo-Ing is Hard!

Do you know how hard is it to be all sad and depressing when there are cute animals like puppies and kittens waiting to ambush you around every corner?!

[unbloomedpeonies]

I'm eating as if I'm going through a breakup

The funniest part of this.. There wasn't a relationship to start with, let alone for a breakup to happen. It's just a one sided love for me. Im going to be fine though. I have deleted his texts. Currently sorting pictures out to delete and trying to keep a positive mindset. It sounds crazy, but it's the only way I can keep myself sane without losing it if I would to ever to see him again. I am going to make myself stop thinking back about those minor stuff, because those are things that just set off the emotional alarm in me. oh goodness, what would happen if this was a real breakup?! Seriously, the best way is to avoid him at all cost. No matter what, I have to bear with thissssss. ㅠㅠ 심장이 너무 아팠어요 너무 아파 어떡해요. ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 난 슬퍼요.

[theory-of-porno]

It seems like no one likes me here (っ╥╯﹏╰╥c)

...it's just that no one sends me sweet messages, or a simple "hey, I think you're cool" or maybe "hey, I like your blog!" or "your gifs are nice :)" I don't receive anons too. I feel so unloved /cries

feel like emo-ing haha

[xsparrowx-blog]

Think Happy Thoughts

I need to get away. This family is beyond fucked up. Sometimes it just gets really hard to ignore, and I just want to sit down and cry. I'm tired of fighting, and I'm sad that it's what we do. I'm sad that it was over the fucking laundry more than anything else. That it's like this all the time, about every little thing. 

Maybe I'm being particularly sensitive and therefore excessively pitiful, but I feel like because the place where most people get their support from is so gapingly missing for me. Because I really need that support, especially now. Because the others I want to lean on but can't because I can't ask, or they're busy or I don't want to be a burden. Because of all of this, I feel so very alone and so very small. I have nothing but myself. And these days it's just not enough. I want someone to save me. All white-knight-in-shining-armor-esque. It'd be nice to have someone there for me. Too bad there's no one! My love life is so depressingly barren haha. Ahh...Sigh. Oh well. 

Just 10 more days. Then I'm off to visit friends and surround myself in that happy reunion feeling. Escape and borrow their strength until I can find my own again. Build myself a little wall and not let them get to me again. If I don't respond, then they'll have nothing of me. 

[katperez-blog]

Weep-er

When crying makes you feel weak but the only thing that makes you feel better. 

[bluecolouredclouds-blog]

From myaegyoprince to bluecolouredclouds

I felt like changing my url name so I did.

And also changed my DP to Nichkhun's. I still love Sungmin more than any idol :D

Ahhhh, emo-ing. That's the reason why I changed my url. LOOOLS.

[dongbangingyoursanity-blog]

...downloading all pictures that me and my friends had for the past 4 years ;A;

The memories are so precious. I miss the good old days. Let me just do something really special before we all go on with college. Those dear people i had spent my High School with, i love you guys so much. So much i tell you. ._. Too bad im emo-ing like this and they don't even have a tumblr or even go to tumblr to see how much i love them. ;;__;;